So, let me get this straight Eliot. You talk about being upset about an ex and say that because of it you listen to some Smashing Pumpkins and throw away all her stuff. Now you're cutting your hair off. you sure it wasn't an ex-boyfriend? Is your next thread going to be about curling up in a blanket and eating ice cream
I have no idea what the fuck you're talking abou, but this was the result of depression, angst, and a little alcohol.