hi all, just a ramble to go in randomness just got home, was getting a cab back with a couple of friends, and some guy i don't know punched me in the head and i fell down. got back up, and the adrenaline pumped through me, and then i realised i was angry, and started crying normal people would cry because someone hurts them, i cried because, even if for a small moment, i wanted to hurt this guy. a few of you have met me, and i cried as i was scared of hurting someone. isn't this crazy? the guy just runs up and floors me, yet i don't fight back? what's the deal with this? my knee and head are bleeding yet all im concerned about is my tears all credit to neil and pixie (who i just met tonight), both of them have been great, certainly neil as he knows me and helped me so much. but why can\t i defend myself? i'd defend those i care for till the last, hell, pixie who i met tonight would of defended me, yet i couldn't defend myself, i just wept though i may choose to be non violent unless all options fail, when it comies to myself i have no choice, at times that scares me, at times that makes me feel alienated. anyways, i just feel crap, i've had amazing night, though i feel a lil bit tired now, i just needed to get it out as my chest is heaving, but it's gone. i wish i could right my feelings better, i did write something cool the other day, i may post it on here, i'll see what my mates think take care y'all, lots of love Kieran xxxxxxxxxxxxx
man compasion and humility aren't things to be ashamed of, you would fight for your friends and family because they mean so much to you and you want to defend your brothers, but you are humble and so hold them in higher regard to yourself that is a great quality. and the fact that you were so upset to find yourself angry is really tuching it's like an amazing inocents and great compasion all these things are good and just 'cause society says otherwise doesn't mean it's not true and there are other people like you although we do seem to be few and far between which is why it is so alienating but don't be ashamed be proud.
That sucks what happend bro, but you should feel proud you didn't fight back..What would have it have gained....I personally think I wouldn't be able to stop myself taking a swing back but you showed the kinda restraint that this world needs more of...Peace to you my friend "An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind" - Ghandi
I don't think that's crazy. It shows you are more courageous than the person who punched you. Ye have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.' But I say unto you, resist not him that is evil: but whosoever smiteth thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. Matthew 5.38-39 Hope you are OK my innocent little Kier
I love you. You just inspired me so much. You're gona be a subject of one of my poems, i could say that. Lots of love and good luck! Miss you, b
Let's see, it's here, a poem inspired by you. it's a translation, so it doesn't flow too well and it might not be correctly translated as my english isn't perfect (yet ). Ok, here: Peacemaker - pt. 1 They beat you, but you just weep. You don't cry because of pain, you only cry because of a strange wish you had. You wanted to hit back, but you didn't. That's why you cry, because of a desire. That's why you cry, because of your thoughts. If you get slapped, show them your other cheek. Let the bastard hurt you, if that's the only way for him to see PEACE. PEACE. PEACE. PEACE and GAMES.* *(as roman saying: bread and games, or however you translate that) love, b
haha, and you say you're not a hippie Borut! rightttttttt! (j/k don't hurt me:&) Ah..Kier............................................I wrote you a pm, so I'm not gonna ramble (you do it so well for both of us), but..Don't worry about this, It just proves your sweetness, and your intelligence, no less no more! I love you and miss you loads Babs!
you guys! :& back to my spreadsheet seriously though i'm fine!!! my toe hurts, but that's from playing barefoot football followed by beach volleyball!!! sat was such an amazing day, i met a couple of new amazing friends, and it just upset me that someone spoilt what was so perfect for me, that i had to post on here the more we strive for perfection, the further we distance ourselves from it take care y'all, love you
