hey what's going on?

im going to the hospital. im soooo fucking SICK. im going to the hospital.
omg what is happening/

 

It's called withdrawl. ADDICTS such as yourself know it well.

 

i want to die yet i dont. omg. and my ride to the hospital is taking FOREVER

 

Well your going to die. If you don't stop the Herion you will. It's a fact that you need to KNOW. The people here are fucking sick of trying to help you. You WILL die if you keep up with the drugs, and your well on your path to losing all of your friends here. I think you've already lost TNS.

 

sigh.

 

this has been the worst day of my life.

 

i truly hope the hospital stay will get you back on a steady path to a better life

i truly do

 

i truly hope i dont have to wait around. omg. im taking blankets and i will lay on the floor. ive been waiting for a fucking ride to teh er for two long. n thanks

 

holy shit lucky you think you deserve a break? You treat your body/mind/soul like shit, you dont get to take a vacation.

 

They better keep you there. You need to be there.

 

...Its worse before its better.

 

why is everyone being mean to me?

 

k. my ride is FINALLY! five mins away ... im going outside now to wait.

 

Because most of them have spent the past few MONTHS trying to straighten you out and your getting worse. You may also want to read TNS "I hate being ignored thread" and Shadowmya's "you want me to do what?" thread.

 

you guys are assuming she's going to rehab. she's probably going to the hospital because of her hypocondria and thinks she's sick. she will get out late tonite or early tomorrow and keep on her path to slow suicide. Luck, i havent said much to you but girlfriend you are a lost cause. Brian is so hurt and its all your fault. I hope you realize that and you can live with yourself knowing you hurt him. I feel what resembles pity.

 

You need to go someplace where you can be monitored and looked after for like six months at least. You really need help at this point. Stop looking for pity from people and get the help you need.

 

Yeah your probably right. She'll get something for the symptoms of the withdrawl but nothing will change. I feel bad for TNS.

 

You like baseball at all?

This kid Josh Hamilton nearly ruined his entire life and career being addicted to heroin and alcohol.

But guess what? He fought back, and ended up beating one of the Home Run Derby records this year.

You can fight back too. Fight the addiction. Your life is worth it.

Here's some inspiration if you need some:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Josh_Hamilton

 

Make the commitment you need to get well LS.

 

TNS should have known that everything wasnt kittens and roses