salut je veux vraiment bénéficier d`une consultation on ligne j`ai 19, j`ai beaucoup de problème et question qui me rendes un peux la vie difficile mais bon ..je survie celle qui me complique la vie est autour de mon orientation sexuelle je sais que ici j`ai pas vraiment le choix mais sais pas sa le problème car je crois que cella est du a une source voila des effets qui de nos jours m`ont perturbe a ce sujet :je crois cela a commencer des mes 3 ans ..............j`étais jeune une personne de même sex proche que je voyait rarement une fois par an qu`il a 5 ans de plus de moi ma appris une jeux bizarre qui se baser sur des attouchement,et parrfois il me fesais des chantage du style me metre nus si je voulais qu`il me donne la petite voiture ou parfois de scénario celui du medcain ............et depuis je refais le truc avec mes amis dans le jardain d`enfant dans le cartier je crois pendent 3 ans et j`ai repris l`equilibre ...a mes 10 ans le gars debarque est on eu l`occasion d`etre seul dans la chambre avec le tv sat il profite il metes des chaine porno et ds chaine porno gay et d`autrebizare du style hard gay et ziper entre eux puis il me demande de choisir quelle jeux je voulais regardait j`ai choisit celle qui ressemble a notre jeux .....je me rapelle qu`il a sourit ......mais bon et moi je refait le truc d`hors a 12 ans j`ai trouvais une personne de mon age je lui a fait un chantage pour qu`il joue soit de dire au profe qu`il a jouer avec d`autre ami que je l`ai choper avec eux sois il rejouais .........et ce qu`ilest arrive.....je crois a 12 ans je commencais a me possais des question pk je suis comme sa ce qui ma assurrer ces de voir je crois pas mal de personne jeune dans ma classe qui se pose la meme question au fonds ,j`aurais dit que sa passera ........a 15 ans j`ai deprimer a se sujet je voulais trouve une reponse mais bq de choses mon réconforter comme le faite que ce genre de question est tres courant pour un ado ou du genre que pour moi ce n`étais qu`un jeux ....j`ai repris la vie normale j`ai conus des filles je suis vraiment tonbe amoreux de l`une d`elle mais..................................quand j`ai me masturbe je vois de mec je reve de mec..................mais bon je vivais avec de personnalité celle de l`homo quand je suis seul et celle de l`hetro devant les autres ...............................a 17 a ma traiter de ``cherki`` de bisexuelle (car je me suis parfois montrer tres gentiles envers des gas de ma class d`une manier exsesife exmple quand l`un d`eux a tombe malade je l`appleait tout les jours je lui rendais viste je croyait normale ,)et la la deprime total .......puis je reprends .........a 19 ans la j`ai un petie copine que j`aime et, un copain avec qui je traine que j`ai conuus dans site chat gay de skyrock ou j`aille chaque sort faire des plan cam a cam ,avec lui on a fait un plan reel (sans raport sexuelle)dans le cine ............................comment stoper cette vie de double face deperturpation pour un vie plus calm merci de repondre les aurtre probleme serons evoquer apres je serais a la despotiion de vos question
I have 19, I have many problems and questions that I can give a hard life but hey .. I survival that my life is about my sexual orientation I know that here I have little choice but know its not the problem because I believe that the cella is a source voila effects nowadays disturbs me have on this subject: I think it has to start my 3 years .............. I was young in a same-sex close as I rarely saw once a year he has 5 years older me my learned a bizarre games that rely on touch, and sometimes I was doing blackmail style put me naked if I wanted that he gives me a small car or sometimes the doctor scenario ... ......... and since I repeat the trick with my friends in the kindergarten in the district I think during 3 years and I have taken the `balance ... a my 10 years the guy arrived is taken on the occasion of being alone in the room with SAT TV takes advantage of it Mettes chaine chaine porno and gay porno and other bizarre style hard gay zipper between them and then he asks me to choose which games I wanted to see I have chosen one that resembles our games ..... I remember that he smiled ...... but good and I repeated the trick `d off a 12 years I have found a person of my age I was blackmailed for which he plays is to tell the teacher that he was playing with other friend that I `ve choper with them'm delighted it ........ . and what he got ..... I believe is 12 years old I started asking me questions pk I am like what's my guarantee to see those I think a lot of young people in my class that arises the same question to the fund, I would say that his rise was 15 ........ I have a depressing topic I wanted to find an answer but bq my comfort things such as the fact that this kind of question is very common for a teenager or kind to me this `n` that was a game .... I have resumed normal life I have known girls I really fall in love from any she `d but .................................. I have when I masturbate I see I guy dream guy .. good ................ but I lived with the personality of the homo when I am alone and that of the other hetero before ......... ...................... 17 has a deal with `` my `` CHERKI of bisexual (because I am sometimes nice to show flaws in my fat class of a handle excessive exmple when the one of them to fall ill I call every day I visited I felt normal,) and total depression ....... then I repeat ... ...... a 19 years I `ve got a petie girlfriend that I love and a boyfriend with whom I train as I have known gay chat site skyrock or I will go out each cam make a plan cam, with him it was a real plan (without raport sexual) in the movie ............................ how to stop this life double face of disturbance for a quieter life
mate, i hate to tell you this but, your written english sucks big time! you need to improve your written english. i know how hard that can be. my written spainish super-suck for one hell of a long time while i was learning it. i would love to try to help you out, i'm just not sure what your problem is though. first off, you say you are bi, and are troubled by both hetro and homo feelings. you state you have both a boyfriend and a girlfriend. do both of them know that your having sex with both a boy and girl? second, you talk about blackmail. are you saying that someone has a video-tape of you having sex with another boy or, girl and, the blackmailer is threating you about putting the tape on the internet and world wide web? will you please tell me if i understand your problem correctely?
I understand this has something to do with sexuality, but aside from that I'm sorry but your written English is just too broken
