Have I been using xtc too much?

So I took my first bomb in february of this year. Then I didn't take anymore until may. Since May 6(I don't know why I remember the date) I've taken 11 and a half bombs. Now that I think about it, it seems like it's overdoing it. Also, thursday I took 2 and a half yellow mario stars and a blue turtle and I was rolling really hard but the absolute bliss and euphoira was missing. I took another bomb today and same thing. Am I just building a tolerance and should I cut back?

 

Sounds like you are loosing the "magic". You should probably cut back dramatically or stop use all together. Assuming that you want to try and keep some of the "magic".

Personally, I think thats more than me and my friends would do. I would try to keep it to like 2 times a month. Giving it a break will help things come back.

 

This is *way too much*. 2 times a YEAR is better if you want to keep the magic. And yes Chris you are doing it way too frequently. Your brain needs loooooong breaks between rolling, now youre really gonna have to wait a long ass time before that magic comes back, if it ever does.

 

Damn. It really didn't seem like I was doing that much until I thought about it. Also my friend has been doing much more bombs than me and doesn't seem to have any problem. But yea I'm willing to stop for a while. Should 3-4 months be ample time or should I give it more?

 

holy shit chris, thats alot bro. yeah id take a good month or two off.

in other forums you expressed interest in mushrooms and acid? try them shits lol

 

This is correct. Except dont worry, the magic wont be gone forever, just dont use for like 2 months atleast.

 

I have to disagree. Sometimes I do it once in 6 weeks, sometimes I do it 2 times a month and I haven't lost the magic at all. Losing the magic is entirely psychological.

Dude, do what feels right for you. If it's been getting less amazing, lay off a bit. If you still feel good, keep going. It's your body and only you will know when it's time to slow down. Listen to yourself.

 

See how long you can keep that up sunburst. you may have a more resilient brain than Chris, but your brain is still a brain, and one day you will begin to experience that terrible "... thats it?" when you roll.

 

yeah chris, from all the threads and posts you and phear had been making I could tell you were rolling too much. I was about to say something. cut back for about 3-4 months.

 

that almost terrifies me as much as when people say real lsd is gonna be harder to find

 

yes i think more than once or twice a year is asking for trouble. stick to the organics with thousands of years of human use. :mushrooms, mescaline cacti ect. ecstacy hasn't been around for so long and we are just starting to understand the long term effects. it might not be worth the risk for just a few hours of feeling good.

try mescaline. its similar to MDMA with the stimulation, empathy ect. and can be used frequently without risk of neurotoxicity. studies have shown people in the native american church who ingest mescaline cacti on a regular basis have lower rates of depression, anxiety, ect and better overall mental health.

 

yeah, I can't imagine how disappointing that would be. thats why I regulate my thizzin'. :cheers2:

 

If you have to ask that question....

 

2 times a month isn't that much. I did it for a while. Not long enough to matter I guess. I have friends who do it about that much and they still have the magic.

In the 60's and 70's people used to take LSD to make things different.

In the 90's and 00's people take prozac to make things normal.

I thought that was funny. haha.

 

haha yeah and its so true. we are becoming more and more conservative, the man is winning. it looks like there is greater freedom in that realm, but really we are behaving exactly within the paradigms of what is expected by the ones in charge. take your prozac kids!

 

I have friends that have eaten litterally a thousand pills in 2 years. and yea they did stop. for a month or two. and now they are rolling again.

Mr. Christoff. I believe u gave me a birthday card.
and i quote "So be like a ball on a hill,and keep on rolling." and thats exactly what i intend to do. yea ill cut back. but stop for more then a month isnt for me

 

If stopping for a month or two means my rolls will be as amazing as they were then I'm willing to chill.

 

a 1000 pills in 2 years, thats like 40 pills a month. that is a scary number.

x is prob my favorite drug, but i know i cant roll forever. that stuff is so bad for your brain. please tell your friends to be careful, drugs are not all life has to offer

 

i love how people are concerned more with the quality of the roll and less with the fact that you're messing with your brain chemistry too much. Long-term side effects, anyone?

 

you'd have to do an obscene amount to actually get permanent long term side effects.