Aslaam alaikum! Thank you for sharing brother! The feeling of "I cant take it anymore" tends to happen pretty often on magic mushrooms, it happens with LSD in the average of 4+ hits range with the typical hits going around these days. But the feeling is all in good fun, it wears off and usually only happens during the peak, and if you find yourself in this position ever, just remember to say "you can get anything you want, at Alice's Restaraunt" Namaste -
"for this is all a dream we dreamed one after-noon long ago" - Phil Lesh (gotta love the dead) But yea i can relate to what you mean when you say your time will come. I myself have been dreaming about acid for years now ( both literally and otherwise) too bad my first experience with the substance didnt really classify as a trip.. guess my mind just wasnt ready for it but i too have faith in the idea that my time will come.. maybe only when im ready to accept acid for what it is without worrying about the trip going bad and enjoying it in its entirety.