I am very glad I found this forum.I joined a few days ago and have been looking for some cool heads to chat with.I'm 33 years old and I guess the most unusual thing about me is that I had my first LSD experience at age 4.My main intrests are biology,psychology,philosophy,art and music.Not in any paticular order. I'm a pacifist. Only partially though. I will defend myself from violence and those who I love, yet I have never layed a hand upon another in anger for almost 20 years.I'm not a member of any religion.I do however believe in God. I worship the universe itself as God.I'm partial to meditation,abstract thought,mescaline,thc and art especially.I tend to post a lot of psychedelic and surreal art.I was born In California and have resided there for all my life.I hope to make some new friends here. See you around the board.
welcome umm your 1st trip was age 4? i cant even imagine you seem fairly sane..& inteligent..but what was it like trupping st 4? that freaks me out allittle..lol
Welcome to the forums. before i say anything else, 4 years old?!? I can't even imagine, i mean how did that happen? By accident i suppose?
Hi there dirtybongwater. My aunt's boyfriend gave it to me.I spent a majority of the trip staring at the contents of a 100 gallon salt water aquarium.It's a moot point now however. I later started using LSD when I was 16.I don't myself condone giving children drugs though.Maybe I'll post it in detail sometime. I remember it fairly well.
i had a freind years ago whos father wasa chemist, he used to lock her & her mom in a closset & dose them silly with whatever creations he was experimenting with.. she was just 5 then..& it was all the time.. although she was kindsaa strange chick, it was her mom that really went off the deep end i met her when she was like 18..her mom 40 mom acted like the daighter though...like she was 5...it was so sad
I think lsd aswell as a number of other mind altering substances can do some amazing things the way they open doors that would otherwise remain closed. But There is just something wrong about forcing it upon someone. Especially being locked in a closet! I can imagine how that could screw someone up. It hurts just thinking about it.
agrreeed & i think its used far too often "recreationaly" & should be treatted with far more respect your from philly too right? this family i mentioned you'd recogbnize the last name because theres several buildings around & a couple big companies with the name.. so it wasnt just random weirdo.. they came from a large influenial background..(could be mob even i dunno never pried)
Yes i am in philly and probably would know the name. One of the trends i've noticed over the years is that the people who were either forced or pressured into taking these substances when they were younger and not ready, grow up and continue to take these substances, but for different reasons. They take them to get as ""fucked up"" as possible. Nothing positive can be gained from that.
yes i sgreee i stopped messin woth all hst years ago & now wont touch anhing but weed coffee & beedies..& the weed is semi rare too..at most once a week..to once every couple months..& i like it better that way then when i smoked constantly
And i'm sure you gained a lot from those experiences, as have i. My experiences are not quite over, though they are far and few in between. And i Don't smoke as much as i use to but still enjoy it on a semi-regular basis. It hurts me to see a couple friends who have advanced their minds in a positive way but are to blind to know when they should stop. They are no longer gaining anything. Its no longer positive.
I agree. I regard them as tools these substances,not toys. I have not used LSD in many years. There was a time when I was a teenager where I lacked that sort of wisdom. I had a very abusive father so I used hallucinogens as a means of escape.I occasionaly use San Pedro cactus. I reguard it as more of a spiritual quest now.
honnestly yea i received so much & might no be who i am today without it..but then it stopped giving & started taking away & on that day i just stopped & havent since.. but i have 1 freind in particular who topk it way too far & to this day is unable o stop himdself from saying every thought that pops into his head so is constanly getting into trouble..& therest of the time hes mumbling under his breath.. & if u make the mistake of thinking hes talking to you & say "huh" you find yourself suddenly in a very confusing conversation no matter whsat u use or try..treat it with great respect
I as well.Greetings Laura-the-flowergirl. I think I found a refreshingly nice board with genuinely nice people. I plan to stay a while.That is for certain.