Last sunday my GF and Daughter left to stay at her mother's, no because of me to help with her grandmother that is goin through some hard times. That is ok with me I support her in this but she has moved over there and I don't have a time frame of when there coming back. I just having random thoughts run through my head, I try to keep myself active (Play my 360, do my laundry, workout, even put together a cabinet for my grandmother) and nothing seem to stop my mind. A few days ago I finally watched Jarhead and I'm a Marine at that but if you seen the moving the part when they try to watch Deer Hunting but the guy's wife made a video of her gettin fucked. And I just stop watching the movie (it was like I zoned out) and all I could think about is what if that was me and what I would do. I'm not worried about being deployed or overseas but this is all happening here at home when my whole life is just around her and the baby. It just seem like over time I'm just goin to become a child support case or something, it just feel like I'm not able to be a father. When that is all I want to be. Let me stop there before I just keep goin and go, but is there anyone out there reading this. Any advice or anything out there it would help alot, thanks for reading.
Try talking to her about your concerns. Most of your posts here have been about not getting laid as much as you want or some such thing, so that could be part of the problem. A lack of sex is usually a sign of a deeper problem. It could be that you haven't seen the problem yet. (Not trying to be rude, just posting based on what I have read of your posts.) So, talk to her. Hear what she has to say. Basically you want insight on things, so you need to just listen to see where she is coming from. Maybe she is stressed over her grandma, maybe she needed a break. Only way to find out is to ask.
Yes this is my daughter. Sex is up there but is not at the top of the list sex is just something I can get from someone else if needed but I try not to. We try to have sex but as much but I can understand that because of the baby but its still frustrating. But what I posted isn't mainly about sex per-say mostly about how out of place I'm. I talk to her recently about how I feel and she wants to know what I want her to do. And she really can't do anything to make me feel any better, I mean she is the one that put me in this situation if the first place. I give up everything so she can have her time. I support her but I'm getting nothing not in return or not in the long run. Even after the talk I don't feel any different, I still have the same understanding of what she it doing, and it all ends with me getting not the short end of the stick but nothing.
