frustrated and annoyed

anybody else in a rut?

 

Yes.
Sometimes it's no biggie - other times...

 

Everyone's in a rut right now... I swear something's going around...

I've been trying to do the same thing and he won't let me... I'm sure I'll come back and delete this in a few minutes.

 

yeah i might have to delete this too... and make everybody who quoted delete their stuff too... lol actually i don't think he'll read it.

 

i can dig it... i was tempted to take off to a club alone, but chickened out.. i'm sure i could have whored myself a lot out there... *sigh* but i'm not usually a whore, just a makeout slut every once in a while...

but yeah, sorry you're going through that :/

 

ditto, I'm more fighting with myself.



yeah, tigerlily, I've been writing and deleting things for days and he doesn't even come on hf anymore, but yeah, I've been meaning to start a thread as such for months actually, and yet I'm still a coward about it.

 

hwah.... (that was my emo sigh)

where are my guests?

 

I usually love the end of summer/beginning of autumn though... I've never had such a depressing summer.

 

blah

 

i love fall as well...

fuck where's the mod? i've said too much in this thread.

 

yeah... sometimes... but being unemployed and out of school he sure keeps himself busy lately.

i'm guilty of the same thing with him so i can't really blame him if he reads all my posts... it's just easier for me cuz he doesn't post too often.

 

lol perhaps........... actually i'm going to go have a buttery nipple shot... ever had one? they're realllly sweet. i had three before i wrote this thread.

 

a buttery nipple shot, wtf...

is that a vaccine, drugs... now I'm realllly confused

I am down with editing to look like brownie talk as well...

 

You still drink sweet drinks? *surprized*

 

i think i'm probably the clingy one... he makes me think i need to stick around so that he gets to talk to me more (he's afraid he'll never see me since i'm starting school on monday and taking 15 hrs and trying to work 32 hours a week) so i try to get online all the time, sometimes just to occupy myself, at night i don' tmake plans so i can talk to him... my life revolves around it lately and i need to fucking get out of the house. as much of a hermit as i am half the time, i really need a social life (even if jsut a small one) to feel sane... and i push myself away from it to keep our relationship great, and it's suffering instead.


oh and danger wont be home for more than an hour so i think it's safe to delete the posts later...

 

lol, i did edit my quote of you up there, but not to talk about brownies... hehe

it's a mix of buttershots (buttery rum or something i think) and irish cream liquers... very sweet... and yeah i don't think i can handle another one, i think i'll have some vodka instead

 

yay, my guests are here with movies. i probably will be gone for a while.... don't know if i will talk to danger tonight....

 

I had a vision of you shooting your nipple up with a needle and something butter-colored.

I'm sick.

Lack of a social life is also a main part of my situation...

and this is definately getting deleted...haha

 

Summer romance begins in the winter from what I've seen. Whether present relationships or complications started in winter is another discussion. Winter brings cold. Cold brings need for warmth, whether physical or other.

Winter brings a need that can easily be satisfied by the company of another, regardless of how long it takes us to find the other party.

 

grr