This kind of got me depressed. I've wanted to kill myself before. Pretty much how I'd do it. But yeah... this kinda brought me down man.
a 22 goes in but does not come out and there isnt that much blood...it would trickle down his temple and be un noticeable.. sorry about the loss but i have been to suicide funerals[2] and people dont cry cause they are pissed off and embarrassed that they didnt help when they had the chance.. again....sorry
ya...22 are actually good choice for suicide..they bounce around inside and dont make a mess on the outside...the sound can easily be ignored by someone who is taking a shower maybe he did take too much of something and that was affecting him just be there for your friend and let the right people figure out what exactly happened and as far as the mother not crying that totally normal..Ive been to funerals and for some people its the end of their world...and for others its like a day out to visit and chat ...everybody is different
You really think that your best friend was involved in a murder? I mean, she's the false witness in this story. Shit happens, and that includes in life or death situations. Take a break from this pattern of thought -- play some video games, collect some stamps, write conspiracies -- whatever it is that you do -- and then look back at this situation -- if you don't laugh at yourself -- check yourself into a mental institution.
@Duck, yes i have laughed at myself for thinking this. I just couldn't and still can't figure it all out. I actually have talked to another couple of friends who brought up the same points i did, and i asked them if they thought we are just overthinking things, or being responsible. They claim they are just being responsible, but idk man. I just feel like a dick for even suspecting anything at all. I know shit happens, and i'm sadden by her loss. He was a great guy, i was just seeing if there was any evidence to be concerned with or if its just a bunch of shit in a mixing bowl. Lol, and @ dazedgatby, i've also had visions of suicide. Life is just a punch bowl of shit, but you have to fight it no matter what the circumstances are. I've had a rough childhood, and even now my teens aren't exactly great. I just try and make the best of what i can, and fuck everyone else. That's all you can really do. Try and forget others, and what they think you should do, or how you can please them, just be selfish for once. Especially if it means your life is at steak. And if your that close to suicide, maybe councelling should be considered. Just a friendly tip. AND @ Duck again, "i mean, she's the false witness..." is there a true witness? lol
