well ive smoked every day since monday and im feelin kinda depressed and feel like my life is going nowhere, im failing math and i dont have a job and its my junior year and i have no idea what i want to do with my life and its going by so fast, and i havent talked to my freinds alot this past wweek just stayed home. and weed brings out these feelings, i have finals in 2 weeks and about 2 g's left. so am i feeling burned out or what is this normal?
yeah its normal to feel like that.. maybe you should have a break from smoking?? and like talk to your friends more and go out more?
Get used to not knowing what you wanna do with your life. I experience this everyday. Maybe take a break from weed, think positive, and try to find something to do. That always helps pull me out of depression. The weed doesn't really help or make things worse unless you think badly of it.
I know wxactly what you're talkin about... It happens to me all the time when I buy some relativly large (or at least for me) amounts of hash. like a 1/4 or a 1/2. When I buy such amounts I can basically toke whenever I want to, for a couple of weeks. After a few days of being permafried I notice a big decrease in my motivation for everything, even practicing the guitar ( which supposedly should be something fun to do) it's like all I think about is when am I gonna be able to smoke my next joint and since weed is the funnest thing to do at home it's the only thing I think about. I try to avoid this by buying small amounts at a time. This way it's more expensive but at least I keep the qunatity I smoke under control, keep my tolerance down and avoid this state of lack of motivation...
The opposite effect happens to me. When Im sober, I start thinking bad stuff about my business or my relationship with my wife etc, but when Im stoned, my creative juices are flowing so fast that all these problems become so petty and I work them out extremely fast. If it wasnt for pot, I doubt I would be successfull in my career to be honest. When im sober, I can maybe get 20 lines of code done before I get bored off my ass, but when im stoned, I can dish out program after program after program and not get bored. I guess it depends on your personality. Although, I will admit that weed + school is not a good idea, especially if you are relatively new to toking. I think it boils down to the fact that weed isn't for everyone. If it makes you feel bad, don't smoke it.. It would totally defeat the purpose. Which brings me to my question.. Why do you even smoke it?
Dude im a senior, supposed to be graduating in a couple months, have all D's right now, have no clue what im gonna do after school, and am about to be sentenced in court. You will be straight bro dont even sweat it man you got quite awhile to find what you want.
Amen to that brotha, the first thing I do when I'm blazed, maybe for the first 10 minutes, is think about the things that have worried me during the past few days of soberness, and work them out. I can always think more rationally about things that are upsetting, or worrying me while I am high, then I usually realize there is no need to worry about them, and if there is I find a way I can fix the problem quickly and effectively. Way better then alcohol where Ill just think about it and be like fuck it. weed for the win
