father of the rainbow family

i hereby step out and say "I am the father of the rainbow family."


test me.

 

Usually it is a bunch of 50 year old tramps that have nothing and come to the gathering and try to molest 14 year old runaway girl all day that say they are “father of the rainbow”.
At 19 you are way ahead of the game, so what made you declare you are father of the rainbow? and what is your intentions in doing so?

 

my intention is to reunite all of humanity.

because i know how to fight solely because i understand everything but violence.

i will do it through music.

 

Are you going to do all this from your parents’ house or get a job and rent an apartment?

 

So you understand jealousy, greed, hatred,pain, but not violence. you understand negativity, and gloating. you are going to fight for humanity isnt that a form of violence? Are you a daddy, and do you know the pain of loss of love ones. Dont tell me you are a father when you are not even a man yet. You havent matured into your man body much less the mind. Just for me look up how old the buddha was when he found enlightenment, or jesus, or mohammad. I like the idea of the cause, but i am not sure you are the right leader yet. Lets see how you feel about everything in ten years, maybe then you will be ready, for now go to collage and learn about the real world. prepare yourself for the fight you intend to make.

 

neither, when it's warm enough i'm going on the road and putting my life into humanity's hands. if i'm supposed to die, i will. but 2012 is around the corner, and i have the information for a reason. stand beside me

 

delusions of grandeur, and a saviour complex will give you nothing but heartache....

if this post is for real, I'd encourage you to ask yourself why you want to believe that you will reunite humanity...

perhaphs you are trying to overcompensate for feelings of alienation and uselessness...

it would be better simply to be a part of the rainbow family and humanity than to try to save anyone (except for yourself... you are the only one you can save)

"if I am supposed to die"
you sound like you want to die. you want to die for something important? It would be better to die to your own desires and to live for something bigger than yourself.

 

good luck gaiamaya...living on the road ain't easy. before you go may i suggest some reading material? i highly recommend on the road and the dharma bums by keroac, into the wild by krakauer, down and out in paris and london by orwell. perhaps you'll find some inspiration (or words of caution)in these. i hope you find it in your heart to keep your folks informed about your where abouts....just for their sanity.

btw....how are we supposed to test you? can you dig a shitter? carry water? cook food? serve main circle? share a toke, smoke or joke? i dunno brother....can't think of a test.

we are the mothers of the fathers
we are the sisters of the seas
we hold the spirit of the jungle
we are the ancient gingko trees.
so don't fear our blood flow
we are the rivers we are the meadows
come hear our voices...we are the earth mammas calling...

 

i have dug a shitter, i have carried water, i have cooked food, i have done all.

i dug a shitter because while in boyscouts, i was caught hitchiking back to camp. thus, my punishment was to dig a latrane.
i possess a cup.
i possess a stove.

TO EVERYONE WHO DOES NOT BELIEVE.

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and, i appreciate the book recommendation

i prove myself.

my therapist always believed in me, he gave me his copy of dharma bums from his childhood.

before i got that therapist, i read on the road.

on the road is my bible, as it should be yours.

i lost it while hitchiking across the country last year.

i found it when i came home.

i left my home, thus killing myself.

i came home, thus enlightening myself.

because i went back to my father

just like jesus went back to his, after his trip to this world.

just like the sun rises everyday.

i am enlightened because i accept the idea of egotism.

but i do not tell people to hurt themselves.


to you who pointed out other "prophets."

jesus was a child teacher at age 12
mohammad was a child teacher at age 12
bud was a child teacher at age 12

buddhism says silence is enlightenment.

how bout you say what you have to with fewer words?

 

Kitty thinks someone is watching the Mayan calendar. 2012 is getting close PUDA VIDA gaiamaya!

Recommended road reading: The People's History of the United States. All Zinnys are happy people!

 

you aren't the only one to think they were a savior, or Jesus or something... what separates you from the rest of us wakos?

you claim you are the father of the rainbow family... have you ever been to a rainbow gathering? I'm assuming if you spent a year hitch-hiking around the country you've probably been to one, but I just thought I'd ask. The reason I ask, is that it's not a very 'rainbow' concept to consider yourself the leader of the rainbow family... ever heard of the phrase "I'm 14 I do what I want?" The only way I know of to be a leader in the rainbow family is to do a lot of work without trying to take credit for it.

Think about this...

if you want to be a leader, calling yourself a leader doesn't make you a leader. Being a leader makes you a leader.

Calling yourself enlightened doesn't make you enlightened. "enlightenment is no enlightenment"

It seems to me that you are trying to draw attention to yourself... My thought is that humility is an important quality we find in all of the great spiritual beings throughout humanity.

Jesus was a teacher at the age of twelve... but it wasn't untill 18 years later that he came out and taught.

I'm not trying to discourage your adventures on the road... I just hope you'll consider this....

btw what is the idea of egotism?

and why should on the road be my bible? I've read it... but that was after I already did some travelling... it's a great book, but I'm not sure it should be my bible.

 

geez I thought he was being funny! It made me laugh and you guys are all serious.

Its like a standing joke that the world will end as the Mayan calendar ends in 2012 so its a good excuse to enjoy humanity, party, live life...make the best of your life.

I personally use it as an excuse to wake and bake every morning.

I thought thats what he was getting at but I live in my own little world so don't mind me. I'm smashed.

 

Ohh nooooo the world is gonnnaaaa ennnnndddddddddd. AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, I'm over it.
I've got glaucoma, much better excuse for a wake and bake, lol.

 

actually, the world will not end at 2012...it is the end of the old tzolk'in and the beginning of the new...it is said that there will be a shift of human conciousness, a new paradigm.

besides...do you really think the WORLd will end? perhaps the human race will end someday but the earth will endure and heal herself as she always has.

save the humans...(if you dare) heh heh heh!

love you family!

 

Me also I’m waiting for a punch line. But I’m starting to wonder after reading a good number of posts on this forum by “enlightened ones”.

Some that by people that are old also, I thought being Jesus was a phase people out grew at 18 or 19.

Is he a jester or schizophrenic?

The world can always use another jester but not another schizophrenic 19 year old.

 

what's wrong with schizo folks? have you ever thought that maybe they are speaking the truth and the rest of us are the real nuts?

 

And I hereby step out and say "I am the CEO of General Motors."

Big fat hairy deal.

 

Majority rules and they are in the minority but that might change on 1012. hehe

I do like skzios I feel they are just a reflection of the craziness inside myself,
Is there a part of me that thinks it is Jesus and enlightened? I think so it is just hiding under reason.

Rock on crazy diamonds!!! and dump out those shawg meds.

 

i'm sorry...it just hurts me to see everyone jumping on this kid. what harm is it to say your the father of rainbow...he can believe whatever he wants...more power to him.

also, i lost a close friend that was rainbow and schizo...it still hurts me to this day to think about how he was just trying to get some understanding and was often cast down or ignored because of his beliefs and how passionately he felt them. alot of folks wouldn't give him the time of day....hear his story, his heartsong, let him speak his peace.

i'm kinda curius to hear what gaiamaya truly has to say....for now alls i see is the surface...

so brother...what's your hipstory? i'm ready to listen

peas