isnt it awesome?! who needs another person. I can have fun all by my goddamn self! My sister told me last week that I should settle down because Im not young anymore. Im 24!! No one can make me and Im not gonna. Congrats babe!
So many pretty chicas...so little time. If you are 24 you have nothing but time. I will settle down when I find the right one. I am in no hurry. But it sure is nice to have fun. I fucking forgot how to have fun in life. Fun is good.
True, that’s why I love old photos which date back to the turn of the last century. the one common denominator is that everyone in each picture is dead Hotwater
Well if you say so...I mean whatever gets you through the night is cool with me. One day I will know what death is...then I can learn to love it. I will have plenty of time to love death as I expect I will be dead a heck of a lot longer than I will be alive. But I am alive now and I sure as hell am going to love life.
Lately I'm doing nothing but trying to have fun.....and it feels great!... :cheers2: But on the other hand, falling in love was so hard for me.... I miss it....
I wonder how many people who post how wonderful life is and how beautiful it is isn't high or tanked.
I'm sober right now, although I just got back from swimming, so I'm pretty enthusiastic from all that physical activity....
Haha, that was funny.. But with that being said, I have much appreciation and love towards life.. And I didn't wake up one day and look in the mirror and say, oh boy I love life and myself, gee I am glad I am me.." Nope, I didnt... I grew up in a house filled with distain and hate and craziness... Once I left there I started to fully appreciate my life and how pleased I am with it and how the beautiful it truly can be...Getting out and breathing makes me extremely content, just exploring and learning the wonders of "life" is something that gets me giddy and excited...
I have already crashed...into bed, I was really tired..... I have just woke up and I still think that life is wonderful....
I don't know how ro fall in love with life, and accepting one facet, I pretty much hate mine. I am working on it though.
Okay yes fine I was indeed stoned after smoking copious amounts of weed> What of it? This post was about me getting back into the game of life. For the last few years I stayed on the sidelines of life. I kind of lost who I was. So I admit I took some artistic freedom when I posted this thread. I also admit to being high. But being high or drunk has nothing to do with this post. It is stepping up and going on with your life. It saved me from suicide. (Although I was not stoned when that was going on.) So call me a stoner...but what I posted here has nothing to do with drugs. This is not a warning folks....this is your life and it is going on now. Do not let it pass you. Embrace life and make it your bitch.
Natural highs are awesome. True appreciation for life is awesome because it really comes from within. I've had my high times where I felt awakened to the beauty or I had insight that was magnificent. I wish that insight was with me when I am not high or tanked however for me it can be a challenged. That's just me. I'm sorry to hear your upbringing was hard. The fact you made it out of there and found happiness on your own...that's awesome. A true eye opener.