Do you enjoy it as much as I do?

It had been a few months since I had had any sexual contact with a man and last night I sucked a guys cock. While I had missed it and there has been a yearning for it, it hit me in the middle of the act how much I enjoy it. It must have been evident to him as well, he didn’t last very long before squirting in my mouth. Did it leave me satisfied? No, I want it more now.

 

I know the feeling did the same thing went a few months and yesterday too I sucked a guy off, swallowed and now it’s all I’ve been thinking about since then. Was looking this morning for another but it didn’t work out. Guess when you go while you need more to satisfy that craving

 

Oh, I absolutely, positively love sucking dick and, yes, you can never seem to get enough dick to suck, the guys you suck never seem to last very long and more so when it's been a while since you last sucked cock and now you're starving, and it shows in how you go about sucking him - and it all feels so fucking good that once you're done with him, you want to do him again or find some other mother's son to continue to slake your oral lust upon...

 

I don't know what it is about cock. I don't know about you, but I find cock the most beautiful thing in the universe. I just love looking at and admiring it, touching it with my fingers, holding it in my hand when it's semi-hard and feeling its weight, gently kissing it all over, putting the tip of my tongue on its cum opening, gently and slowly dabbing it with the tip of my tongue all along its length, kissing its entire length up-and-down, gently kissing all over its head, running my tongue up and down it's shaft, licking around and around its head, first with just the tip of my tongue, then the whole width of my tongue, licking up the continuous pre-cum oozing out of it, lowering my mouth over its head and sucking it, sliding it more and more into my mouth and down my throat if it's already hard--right at that first entry into my mouth, enjoying that deepthroat swallow on the first suck, to his great surprise and enjoyment. Then I get down to sucking and licking and kissing and deepthroating the cock, and running my tongue up and down and around the part of his shaft in my mouth while my throat muscles massage his cockhead, over and over (rinse and repeat, so to speak).

OMG, do I ever love sucking cock! If he's slow to cum, then I get my fingers or hand on his shaft while sucking his cockhead, pulling and squeezing and sucking him to orgasm, back-and-forth between that and deepthroating. And when I know that he's about to cum--either because he says those ever beautiful words, "I'm close" or "I'm cumming"--or I'm just feeling it or just knowing it after 30 years of cocksucking experience, I make sure his cockhead is in my mouth and not down my throat or outside my mouth, and give whatever extra sucking and jerking is needed, to make sure he shoots his beautiful man cum into my mouth, for me to enjoy its taste and texture before swallowing and making his essence merge with my body and become one with it.

The only problem is, as already mentioned, you're never satiated. Yes, you feel that special contentment and appreciation of enjoying a cock in your mouth, giving another man such pleasure and him giving you his orgasm and semen--a feeling like no other. But unless he gives you your own orgasm, all you want is another cock right away; all you want to do is suck off a horde of men. Even if you are like the majority of bi guys here and lose all gay desire after you cum, by tomorrow, or the next day, all you do is crave cock once again (fortunately, or unfortunately, depending upon how you look at it, I'm not one of those bi guys, and just desire more intimacy with guys even after I've cum). And if I've gone weeks, if not months, without cock, I end up wasting hours and hours, sometimes over multiple days each week, masturbating to cock and other gay images and videos on the Internet, until finally I blast my load and gobble it up, only to have to do it again a few days later. That's because cock, and the cum that shoots forth, are addictive things--if you're a man.

There's just something about cock. We all wish women would feel the same way. But, alas, very very few do. That's why bisexuality and homosexuality exist. It seems to be for the most part only men truly appreciate cock, and for many of us, appreciate it way too much. We love it so much that we even risk our marriages or relationships, and even health. And for a few, that cock is the doorway to realizing their homosexuality, or in my case, mostly gay truth, leading to their ending their relationships to live as gay men, exactly what I did.

 

I have always said that people who (a) don't like to suck cock or (b) won't or don't suck cock have no idea what it's like when you love doing it. Women who do it cannot understand why a guy would want to suck cock and like I said to my first poly wife when we had this discussion, "Why do you suck cock?"

"Because I... oh," she said. She still didn't (a) think that I should be sucking cock and (b) didn't understand that I wasn't sucking cock because I was unhappy with the way she, my legal wife, and my second poly wife could suck me - and that I preferred a guy doing it. And I had made it clear to her that when I wanted to suck cock, she doesn't have one so don't try to stop me from doing it when I need to do it.

It's not easy to explain to someone why men would willingly thumb their nose at the ancient taboo and suck a man's cock until he spills his seed into our mouth. The great sense of accomplishment that's felt to have gotten him off, followed by a sense of sadness because unless he's going to hang around - and, yeah, he's going to be blowing me when he catches his breath, you won't be sucking him again but that just makes you want to find another guy ASAP so you can enjoy the thrill of sucking a guy off again.

These days, I have questioned whether male cock sucking is truly a sexuality thing or "simply" a sexual thing that any guy can do... if he wants to and he's not afraid to.

 

I never could understand how some women can be perfectly content without cock. Many women use it against their man to hold power over him. I agree that while sucking a man's cock you do have some power over him during that time you are sucking on his cock. Many women fail to realize that a mouth is a mouth and when a man needs his cock in a warm wet mouth bad enough, he'll allow another man to suck on his cock to get the satisfaction he is so badly wanting. Myself, I need cock on a regular basis, or I become restless, even irritated. Sucking on a man's cock provides me many things that a pussy could never provide me, especially if we are sucking on each other. The act itself is like a drug to me as I become more relaxed feeling his cock growing within my mouth. It's as though everything else no longer exists, all that exists is his cock and my eager mouth, lips, and tongue pleasuring his cock until he erupts his load into my mouth. Even then I want more as I continue to slowly keep sucking on his cock to feel it go flaccid again in my mouth. Yes, cock is a drug that I need on a regular basis and am planning on getting plenty of it today from a few close friends.

 

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I understand why women are funny about sucking cock; I understand that some want you to "pay" for this pleasure in some way or another. Fine... be like that but if you have a man, sweetie, and he's stopped asking you to blow him, that might be because there's a guy like me sucking his dick and just for the sheer thrill of doing it. Women have always behaved like they own sucking dick and that's never been true since (a) gay men suck cock and (b) guys who aren't gay (but might be bi) also suck cock so if y'all don't want to do it, there is a guy who will.

If homey can get past the "it's gay" bullshit. I'm a cocksucker; I know of a great many guys who are also cocksuckers so, ladies who won't do it, who needs you?

 

The desire always stays with me as it does for many others who have posted here. When I discovered a bar in Orlando that had an area where men could suck each other and then spent almost an hour in that environment it was so unbelievably erotic and stimulating. I felt I finally found the Holy Grail...a safe locale where I could suck man after man after man and swallow as much cum as I was able. Another part of my brain tries to tell me that this may not be my safest choice, though. While the craving continues unabated, I seem to be leaning towards frequently visiting that bar....mostly because it felt exhilarating being outdoors with so many hard dicks waiting to be sucked.

 

I also love sucking cock. It’s a transcendent experience. It’s like something deep inside is being fulfilled when I suck cock and make a man cum in my mouth.

 

I had a nice encounter in Orlando with a guy I found on Craigslist a number of years ago. I was looking for a top. It was fairly early morning when he answered. He said hed be over after he cleaned up. I said dont bother, we can clean up together. He asked if I wanted condoms. I said sure if you want.

After showering I got in bed and brought out the lube...no condoms. God, he was in my ass and it was great. My face pushed into the pillow. Wish we had more time.

 

I say go for it and suck cock at that outdoor Orlando bar if:
1. It's not in public view of the street where you could get arrested. And
2. You feel relatively safe enough from STI's to do it.
You could get an Rx for DoxyPEP (low dose doxycycline) to increase your safety confidence.

Please let us know if you go back there and have fun!

 

One taste and you'll want more! Its an addiction we are powerless over..Even as a closet bisexual, Ive risked discretion just to get a taste as Im sure many have..
How it feels in my hands, how good it feels pressed against mine, how hot I find gay porn, and how Euphoric it feels on our knees in service..All of this drives my oral lust, That's why I do this! Every time I run from it, I run back to it! Its that powerful of a craving.
It's almost like naughty meditation for me..When I'm sucking dick, it's all I'm thinking about..Nothing else matters other than my thoughts of how I'm going off on this cock
This site has really helped me see there are others out there since I don't talk about it in the real world..I thought I'd never love anything as much as pussy, but I was wrong because I LOVE Cock..Its been almost 2 years but the urges are raging lately and I'm feeling that need to feed so I've begun searching my area for a regular mutual cocksucking friend

 

I love sucking cock. The feel of it sliding in and out of my mouth, as it goes into my throat, the pulsating of it as he cums and the taste of his cum before I swallow. If I wasn't married and love sex with my wife so much I would probably be sucking cock several times a day.

 

You can certainly do both.