know this belongs in the trip report section but it happened a couple days ago so i feel its relevant. Background info: Last time I smoked dmt it was wild to say the least. At the peak, my mom walked in and was talking to me while i was in hyperspace and I felt like she is very significant in what DMT is trying to do with me. She NEVER comes in my room, btw. This was about 5 months ago and havent smoked it since. Fast forward to 2 days ago. Its hard for me to find the perfect time to smoke this without being disturbed, this reason is why I havent in so long. So i take 2 tabs of acid and throughout the trip i am by myself, trying to muster the courage to smoke it. 3 times i was about to and chickened out. So the trip keeps going and I got to a point where i forced myself to smoke it. I take 1 hit..i think 'oh shit here we go' and proceeded like a crack-fiend, shaking and disoriented while taking the 2nd hit. I take the 3rd hit(which i dont remember)..i feel the anticipation of something big is going to happen then all of a sudden my frickin mom just barges through the door. I was literally re-living another experience. This was so shocking, i am suspended in hyperspace and she starts asking me about my vaporizer and all i could do was say 'its a vaporizer' to her, somehow she didnt know i was totally gone. I felt as though the DMT was trying to get me to do something with my mom, in a hyper-spacial cybernetic way. She looked like a god-creature, just like months ago when she came in when I was in hyperspace and it was deja-vu x10 it felt like. Somehow this event was inevitable. Anyways my ego totally shattered and i realized something so shocking, astonishing, like i 'remembered' the truth all over again and realized that DMT was in total control and it set me up for all this again because it knew i needed it. It always gives me what I need, maybe because i respect it so much, it was just so mind-blowing. So my mom leaves and I was a broken ego-less mess, sitting on my bed, legs crossed, with my head in my hand(like a facepalm) and im just trying to figure out what the fuck just happened. I know i dont go into detail about what i experienced, but you guys know the 'shatter' feeling where you just have no clue what to do with yourself after. So im sitting there, and im just staring at my leg after all the madness and it was overwhelmingly throbbing with roots. My veins were popping out and looked just like roots on a tree. So i just stared at my leg, hand holding my head, pondering in the most philosophical fashion at what the hell I was going to do with THE TRUTH because it all just hit me so fast. It was so just so crazy because all these months i was trying to find the perfect opportunity to smoke this so my mom WOULDNT come in my room again..and just so happens she WAS THE BREAKTHROUGH. Mind you my mom NEVER comes in my room. She starts talking about water, vapor, mold, and other natural things and my mind is just spinning because its like I was taught something deep, cybernetic, technological that IT already knew, and it became me. Sorry i dont know how else to say it. Now the crazy part. My mom does not remember coming in my room at all. She doesnt remember asking me about my vape and actually asked me again about it, saying 'what the hell is that thing' and i said 'dont you remember at all coming in my room yesterday' and she didnt whatsoever. It was like that whole experience happened, but it didnt really happen as if the DMT caused this automatic sequence of events to go down. BTW there was no euphoria in this breakthrough, just profound realizations and extra-dimensional perception. I felt drained, not good whatsoever. I came down and eventually forgot everything. Thats why i really cant go into detail much more.
what kind of vaporizer did you use for the DMT? basically, you imagined your mom coming into your room, when in fact she did not. sounds like a very strong trip though.
Nooo man she really just came in and started talking to me, she needed her pipe back(the one i just smoked the dmt in, i had her pipe for 3 days so she wanted it back) somehow i managed to give her some nice buds and then she starts asking about the vape.. the whole time im just saying ohhhh my god this not happening right now...i must of smoked all the DMT as well because she didnt notice anything in the pipe. I put a lot in there too. My mom is kind of 'ditzy' and takes some meds so it doesnt really surprise me that she doesnt remember coming in...its just the timing was literally miraculous. Its as though the breakthrough attracted her in my room. Im still astonished and will be for a very long time. I locked my DMT up in my safe after and uttered to myself 'i have no idea when ill be seeing you again' because every time i do this stuff it gets weirder and weirder. I really do feel as though its trying to get me to do something really significant.
do you know what? or at least have any ideas what it wants you to do? not like...kill your mother i hope (i just watched a scary movie)
Father.. I want to kill you.. Mother.. I want to cook you breakfast.. Then I want to borrow the car.. Then I want to.. oooooooooooooooooooh
Lol, no nothing like that. It wants me to download hyperspacial alien data with her or to take language to a new level..something along those lines. And i was always 'best friends' with my mom, unlike the rocky relationship i have with my dad so its funny DMT chose my mom to involve in all this.
damn thats pretty crazy should of went out in nature for the blast off, and rolled a joint for the walk home
That's a cool experience. Some may just leave it to coincidence, or some may say it's fate. Some say fate works like a wheel or many wheels, and where you start is where you'll end up. Or one spot marks a new beginning. Whatever one believes we must all agree that the universe works in cycles, even within the boundaries of what we call reality
Perhaps your mother only thinks to come into the room when she smells burning rubber Clearly that doesn't seem to be the case, but it was my first thought. I find it very strange that she could use the pipe after you used it for DMT and not know that something was out of the ordinary. I have the pipe I smoked DMT out of months and months ago and it still reeks.
yeah, the bong slide that i've used for DMT still smells strongly of it. but i didn't even tap the ash out of it, since it wasn't fully used up.
Thats exactly why I was so astonishly perplexed, because I realized that the universe is cycles and the DMT did place me back to square one, and it was in control, like my higher-self sets all this up and that was just mind-boggling. Thats what im talking about when i say 'truth' kind of. I guess my mom didnt taste the dmt because I finished it? Who knows..she isnt the brightest bulb on the tree. It all just felt so animated and automatic like it was fate. Thats all i can do is say it was fate. When I came down all i could do was say EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! ITS TRUE! Also, initially i was afraid my mom would smell the DMT but very shortly after her coming in I realized that this all much bigger than that. The dmt was in control and it made her not smell it whatsoever so i could experience what i was supposed too.
