desperate so I turned to hydrocodone..

I've been sober for over a week. And my oxycodone supply ran out like two weeks ago. I'm currently waiting on my dealer but she's been telling me I gotta wait till monday, today. But last night after playing soccer, I got desperate and said fuck it Im gonna eat the hydros my friend gave me. He gave me 6 5mg hydros on saturday.

I know some of yall remember me bitching about how wack hydrocodone is, and trust me it is, atleast compared to oxycodone.

So around 9PM last night, in proceeded to parachute 15mg of hydro, and then ate another 15mg. I'm almost certain this would've been another wack hydro experience if it wasnt for the fact that I was smokin weed with it, thats what saved it.

Overall, since I smoked with the hydros, I felt pretty good. But I gotta say it was not even 1/2 as strong or as good as oxycodone. The itching was minimal, though it was there. Absolutely zero euphoria, but I did nod a little bit during some gay movie my cousin was watching.

So I had a pleasant time, but it was mostly because of the weed. Had I ate the hydros by themselves, Im sure I would have been dissapointed once again. So the moral of the story is if your gonna eat vicodin, smoke weed with it!

 

never had a female dealer, kinda sexy, im turned on lol...

 

I know what you mean about the hydros, you need quite a bit compared to oxy (QUITE a bit).

When I took 50mg using CWE I was never euphoric either, but I still felt good.

Extremely high doses of codeine can do the trick if you have no tolerance.

 

Hydros are just as good to me as percs/oxycodones , i got some 7.5 's today and I feel rather nice from 4 of them.

 

I love Hydro's... I eat 5 to 7 "10/325" at a time. And I don't do a CWE cause it seems to be weaker....

Plus 2100mgs of APAP Isn't bad for you. Especially if you drink lots of fluids like I do, roughly 2 liters a day.. I love water..

The buzz is a little more mellow.. Kilo have you had Hydros a lot, cause maybe you just don't know the feel of it.. (no offense bud) but just like your Oxy it took you a couple of times to truely enjoy it.. Plus to me weed sucks with Opiates.. Weed overpowers the meds to me..
It could just be me but I love Opiates and be Opiated HAHA

 

Wow, didn't know there was that big of a dif between hydros and oxys! Never tried oxy, but do a hydro or 2 a day...and yeah, weed enhances the fuck out of it!

 

Oxy is a much cleaner and more potent high, without question. And by clean, I really don't know what I mean, but I know many of you who've tried both can relate.

and kil0, that's not desperate at all. although not as good as oxy, hydro can be used as a substitute and if I was in the same position I would've done the same thing. But in my opinion, 1 mg of oxy= 2mg of hydro.

 

i wouldnt seek it out or anything.

 

I got the hydros for free. Im still waiting on my dealer to reup on her shit. She's getting all the roxi30s and oxy80s I can handle I cant wait. I've never done oxycontin, so next week will be my first time. I still dont know how much I'm gonna take though. I dont want to do a whole 80, thats a bit too much for me. Im up to 45mg, I always feel good on a roxi and a half.

 

HAHA... i can seee into your fuutuuree! good luck

 

Can you really? Hows my future look?

 

^^^addictive Haha

 

not funny.. shit....

Nah but real shit, I think Im straight, I never been addicted to anything except weed, and I only use opiates at most once a week. I believe that as long as I keep limiting myself I'm good, but if I start using 3-5 times a week then I'll know I have a problem.

 

Yea, take it easy man. Really. I'd stay away from the OC's, and even the roxy's. You will rack up a physical dependence verrrry quickly, and after that happens youre in big big trouble. You seem knowledgable but I'm not quite sure you know what you're getting yourself into. Try to just stick with percs if you can get them.

 

Weekly, isn't even that safe. Try to keep it monthly.

 

Thats the funny part, I cant get percocets! This other girl that used to sell me hundred-packs of bars told me she had percs too and when I went to go cop them they were regular crappy vicodins... bitch lied or doesnt know the difference..

Monthly?? thats waay too fuckin much, atleast for now that I cant smoke weed freely. Thats the problem with me! they took my weed privilages! thats the whole reason I started trying pharmaceuticals and opiates, because they're only detectable for a few days where weed is detectable for weeks. And I dont like stimulants anymore and I got tired of bars so that pretty much left only opiates which are great! with the occasional alcohol night.

My plan is in 2010 when I can start smoking again, Im gonna quit everything including alcohol, and just smoke herb.

 

^^ HAHA Kilo

I love a guy with a plan 2010 Huh.. Your killing me..
I'm just messin with ya about the addictive part.
But seriously be careful I would hate to see ya in trouble..
The only female dealers I had were meth addicts and they had no teeth URGG YUK

 

eww no teeth thats nasty

yeah bro, I get off probation January 2010..

 

really not trying to be a dick or act like i know it all, but i just see in you myself and so many of my friends. I guess i can only put it this way: some people have more control then others. But all that means in the long run is it may take some people longer to get to a certain opint than others. I turned into a strung out addict within a year, my friends who regulated or kept it to weekends or twice a month kept that schedule... but its never for long. I know you think you can do it, because right now you CAN. But given enough time there's really only one spot to end up. You can regulate all you want, but it's my opinion that there is no one strong enough to avoid the mistakes that everyone makes with this shit.

not sayin you shouldnt go have your fun, but make sure you're real with yourself in the back of your mind. thats the way i did it, i was strung out and hit rock bottom 20 times but i always knew in the back of my head how out of control i was, and how out of my control my actions were. you think like that and at least you'll know when to throw in the towel and ask for help. if you think you're still in control, when you clearly aren't, you'll sink further and dig a deeper hole. god bro, i've seen it play out soo many times around me it would make you sick. just keep that in mind please, you never have the control you think you do, and be aware of what your point of no return is.

Tell you one thing, it was way more fun and a lot easier to become an addict then it is to try and stop being one. that's my peace.

 

Ditto to Stig's last line: It was way more fun to become an addict than to try to stop.

I also get off probation in 2010. But I think they are going to let me go unsupervised in like 10 months, so it won't really even matter then.