I feel that ive smoked enuogh weed in the last 9 months (my smoking career, its not that long lol but very fruitful i must say) that i can practically completely control being stoned now. i can be whacked off my head, and still walk around and look 100% sober, and talkm to whoever, like police, and im fine with it. the only time i get paranoid these days seems to be when im by myself, in the middle of the night, when the family is asleep, and sounds creep me out lol. a lot of people say that paranoia increases the more you smoke... when i used to smoke, id often have trouble talking to people who i didnt want to know i was stoned, and then just sorta give myself away. the experience was much more psychedelic. ive found that being stoned has now become a state of mind, which at first was new and exciting, and now is more like part of my mind. the experience is different. its not as hillarious and as breakthrough an experience like it used to be, now its like, just changing the way i think. like, jsut a different channel that im as comfortable with as i am with being sober. i also need to smoke like four times as much as i used to that sucks so, is this how a lot of you older, vateran smokers feel, or what? give us your thoughts and experience. ps. im not trying to show off or anything, in case some prick comes in here to stir shit, i just want to hear from the real veterans (which i definately are not), or other people whove come to the same sort of transition.
I'm glad I can't act normal when I'm stoned, or control it. I like that the experience is totally different from being sober, thats why I do it; I want to be transported. It's also cool how little weed it takes to get me high, which is a bonus.
i do miss it in some ways, but i also enjoy the freedom i have with being stoned. im just so chill with everything to do with it now. though what sucks absulute wang is that my high only lasts like 45 mins, sometiems only half an hour!! how fucked is that!!! though its more if im really stoned, obviosuly im going to hit the bong
As you said, it's just a different state of mind, and now you're used to it... I have been like that many times, but for me it wears off quickly... I build a tolerance pretty fast, but seem to drop my tolerance faster... I don't smoke a whole lot lately, except every once in a while (like last night ), and so it really doesn't take much more to get me high than it did when I first started, about 4 or 5 years ago... But if I smoke constantly for a week or two, my tolerance will just be back again at full force... So yeah, you've just gotten used to it....
oh yer i forgot to add sometiems i loose a grip on whether im stoned or sober. i think thats a sign for a break lol but im not exactly going to stop in the middle of an 8 week ho0lliday. sometiems ill be walking around and just thinkning 'hang on.. am i stoned or not?' like i was in a department store, and i thought i was sober but then i noticed when i actually looked at people, they looked like they would when im stoned, with much mroe defined sense of depth, and each person clearly defined in its surroundings. and the massage chairs were AWESOME
They're just so relaxing.... Just be super high, sit back and have a massage, and watch people going around doing their thing....
Yea I was warned of a state like this from this super cool Vietnam Vet. that actualy grew his own shit in Vietnam. You definately need to take a break for a while.
Thinkin' that maybe I still get high but I'm more relaxed with people that I used to be. People used to freak me out when I first started smoking. you talking about those chairs that cost like a quarter or whatever?
ive been smoking for a couple of years now and ive found that the longer i smoke the more i come to enjoy it. when i first started it was something to do at the weekend but now i enjoy every spliff and savour each toke
I've been a smoker for 7 years now, daily for almost 4. I don't know if that's veteran time, but what the hell. I really can't relate to youm because the first time i got high, I really got stoned, but it felt no different than it does now. Possibly because for a whole yeat before I started, my friends smoked a lot with me in the room and I'm sure I caught a contact buzz. So it was nothing "new". everytime I've been put in a position to have to act "normal" fear kinda killed my buzz and I didn't have to control anything!
same sometimes days go by where you almost have to smoke because you know its not affecting anything besides mood
usually after a week of doing nothing but blazing i seem to not be able to tell if im stoned or not. then i look in the mirror and see that if my eyes are red or not (which they usually are) and i just go back to blazing with my friends and whatnot.