Church of the Good Earth 1963 and Beyond

Hub is getting the Silent treatment. It scares him to death when I am silent. I make my silence speak very loud. Usually when I am mad, I rant and rave, it's a form of release so I do not damage myself by holding it in. When I go silent, he knows he is in deep shit.

It's kinda funny bc he doesnt like to hear me rant and rave, he is confussed when I am silent and he doesnt know what to do.. Hub is a man of few words, he's a doer and a thinker but a speaker he is not. I am the Chatty Cathy in the family and when I clam up he doesnt know what is on my mind and that makes him nervous as hell.

Last time I went silent on him. I spray painted For Sale on every thing he owned, The Barn, his truck, his lawn mower, the tree he sits under. When I reached down and picked up a piece of firewood and threw it on the ground, he took one leap and landed in his truck hauling ass backwards to get away. He really thought I was gonna hit him with the wood.

I have a temper, it takes a lot to envolk it but when it's called up, look the fuck out bc all hell is fixin' ta break out and slam you up side the head.

You'd think after 26 yrs he would know better then to piss me off when I am already enraged, esp over someone elses bullshit..

Today he will start his begging but I will be like ICE and his charm will not break me. He will know that he has fucked up. When he is at his wits end, then he will hear my voice and he will not like what it has to say but he will take it and hopefully he will stand up for me to his family.

 

No. Don't even speak then. Simply write down the issue that he stood with his family taking sides against his own wife and love.

Just hand him the note, and remain silent, on him.

A tip from a silent Scorpio. Don't break your silents just to explain shit. No END. Remain silent and let him live with it and still have to think about it, after he learns what its all about.

 

Hello from Chuck MF I have just got address on new computer and high speed internet as read write better. anyways good to be back home hope everyone had good summer didn't get hit with to much bad weather. We out in northwest did fine. hope here from u all as I will be reading in from time to time. I am doing good, health wise. I don't think I will make out alive though. nothing for to sweat right now so all good their today.

 

Hey Chuck,
Wow, long time no see, so glad you made it home.What have you been doing with yourself these days.

We been trying to get folks to write srories for the book we're making. We have been sending them via email to Kenny for editing and processing.

We havent had much luck in getting folks to send in a story or three. We have four ppl writing so far. I would be cool if you could send one or five in

It's up to you... no pressure.

It is great to see you again Chuck, dont be a stranger.

Lovins
cakes

 

Out of all I have been through these past few months, one thing I have learned in life is that all things pass. Leary use to tell me that and would add, this too shall pass, Little Flower.

I know that somehow I will grow past this turmoil in my life and stay on my path. I have been through worse. It seems to me, that in my life at least that things are moving faster and jambing up the intersection at the corner of Love and Trust.

Maybe it's just my Karma or something my ancesters did a millinium ago and has carried over to me. I seem to draw drama to me like a moth to flame. I go nowhere but to take my G'daughter to school and back and maybe to the store once a week.

I do not go out and snoop into affairs that are not my own Yet somehow I end up right in the middle of some humungous drama, one after another. My whole life has been that way.

It shows in the stories I write for the book, that is why there is so many bc it is Neverending. Sometimes I dont want to get out of bed at the thought of wondering what the hell is gonna happen today that will throw me for a loop....

ahhh here it comes now..wait for it, wait for it.. BAM!!! Looks as if we had a storm last night.. big wind, blew out the wood we had around the window the AC is in and G'daughter had to vacate in the middle of the night and change rooms.. wonder what damage the rain did bc of open window.. and the Sun is not even up yet.

Ohh Boy

cakes

Now I will have to speak to hub about fixing it.

 

Cakes hope your day gets better. Got some writing done. Ken, not sure if ebooks is the way to go tho. Seems like they get most of the profits.

 

Ten hut! here present accounted for playin playin playin thats what we do. That and buy oil /kero @373.00 per gal.!@#$%#@!%&^*( Couldn't have bottled any of that heat and sent it to us.00 per gal damn. !&%:sultan:$#@$

We can not Rock with out the Roll [/QUOTE]

 

Love you Ellen De Felon <3

 

Kenny's got mail

 

Ellen, my felon, if I cudda I wudda, and not missed it a bit. Yer welcome to come n get all you want, it just doesnt ship well, ya know. :-D

 

Hi everyone!!!!!! All is well hear in sunny las Vegas, hey chuck, best wishes my friend...Nailcakes, I just sent my story to Kenny...!! "well..... It happened one nite" I hope you like it....!!!! I have other stories like "The skunk incident" sum of us remember that one........any way....my Facebook friends list is over 3,000 come by ... Say hello. Peace/love. Sagdarel

 

wow.. I was just about to give up on asking ppl to write for the book, Thanks Darel, you're so cool.

lovins
cakes

 

Kenny,
How's the eye infection, I hope it's not serious. You dont need no more eye problems in this lifetime.. Hope you feel better soon

lovins
cakes

 

My eye's okay now. Still slammed with work though. Busy.

I edited Darel and got it up. For you to see.

On page 58.
Well... It Happened One Winter Night
by Sag Darel

Thanks Darel. Awesome tale. The real shit.


Hoping that we'll drive up for a visit and record some Rita and Ranger tales today. Saturday. Wish me Luck.

Love You All.

How did I end up missing Chuck. Hey, Chuck! Come back. I need for you to add to Sag Darel's story. It's you him and Leo Ron. Come back Ron, too.

Miss you Chuck.

:sunny:

 

Hi Cakes! Woodstock is now UP.

Darel is now on page 62.

Your story is on page 52. (Woodstock.) I still have two of yours to do yet.

Keep 'm coming you old farts. Whoopy!

 

I just read Darel's account on what happen to my sister and Jerry. It was so good it inspired to me write my recolection of what happened. I must say.. this book is getting more and more interesting as it compiles. Sex, meyhem, near muders, love, happiness and rock and roll all wraped up in the lives of our brothers and sisters of Good Earth Commune and our extended family that consisted of most of the haight and the ppl there-in.

Darel, you are a beautiful writer I like your style

OK peeps, if Darel can find time in his busy schedule, I'm sure you can find a little time to put in a story or two.

You dont have to be a writer to tell a story. Kenny will fix the spelling, dont worry about your stories being good enough, they are WORTHY bc you lived them and experienced as much as the ones already writing.

You never know what you have inside you, till you open up and let it flow. I know for a fact that you got em' in you. How could you not when you lived it. plz plz plz I am begging you to write it down or record your stories and send them to Kenny.. did I say PLEASE.. oh yeah I did say PLEASE.

This book is getting so f'in hot it will scorch your eyeballs reading it.. ask Kenny. He has to proof read all the material first and his eyeball got scorched from the heat.

I cant believe that more are not writing.. good grief, this will be a best seller folks. READ, see it for yourselves. You've got the addy in your inbox of your email from Kenny.

Mouseman. I am asking you personally as a favor to me, not that you owe me a favor but I am asking you for one reguardless.

I am sure you have figured out how to record on your new IPod thingy,( with Heathers help) and I know you have at least 20 or 30 minutes that you could spare to talk into that new fangled apperatus of yours and you did say that you would. So, Ima askin' for you to make that time and send in your valuble contributions. We need you Brother, we really, really do. Wont you help a sister out, even if she does still smoke tobacco.

lovins
cakes

 

Hey I m busy this time year don't have much used time. I will get a story or 2 together. I think that would be good. Happy to hear from u Darrel and u also Kenny long time bro's. Cake's I hope thing shine better for soon quit smoken' tobacco. I will back when got a few minutes. to read on
Peace out Stop the War

 

Awe, it's so good to hear your thoughts and your hearts and minds. I treasure all of you.!!! Thanks for all your feedback on "it happened one nite" I hope other ppl wlll be inspired to at least write one story....!. I just sent another story....."there wasn't just piece and love and good vibes in the air......there was .......chuck, u old whipper snapper. Love ya bro...!!!!!!! Nailcakes your writing is FAB....!!! It's Sunday nite and I'm still at work, but my mind is back when our bodies were young and our dreams were magic..lvewe......... :sunny:

 

Oh yeah, I quite smoking cigarettes 7 years ago. Going on 8 Best thing I ever did for myself... I have so..... Much more time smoking better things ...... Lol. Drop by my Facebook page and say hello ....Kenny doesn't know it yet, but he's got a "that's hot" storie in his e-mail......many blessing, many moons....! All my relations. A'ho....! Sagdarel:sifone:

 

I know, I know. I'm the last of the Smoking Dragons. I have tried to quit but evertime I do I start gaining weight, I mean 20/30lbs. I'm just a little woman and I cant handle anymore weight on me. So which is it.. lung disease or heart disease.

My sister Marty stopped smoking and gained 150lbs, She is on a ipap walks with a walker and is on oxygen bc of all the extra weight she's carring around, shee has diabetes type 2 and eats complusively. She is only 4 yrs older then I am. My nephew took Chantix to stop smoking and committed suiside three yrs ago come november, he was 45.

I do know it's a filthy habit and I do HATE it but cant seem to quit. I hate everything about it. My fear of gaining so much weight and or killing myself, or getting diabetes from replacing tobacco for food, is what keeps my ciggerett lit.

My mother smoked till she was 64, she had to quit when she got phuemonia when she came back from a trip to visit her family in Austrailia, she lived to be 81, she would have lived longer but they let her bleed out after and angioplasties.

I have fears about what the nicotine is doing to me but as MJ is still illegal here there is nothing to replace it with.

I am in better health then most of the non-smokers/quitters that I know. I'm pushing 61 and I am on no meds or machines. I can walk by myself and tho I may be contray about quitting I know I will eventually have to. I was giving myself till I was 64, like my mama, So, I have three yrs and one month of smoking and then I'm done.

That's the best I can do for now, in the meantime maybe they will come up with a cure from smoking that doesnt make you want to kill yourself.

Hubilious quit smoking 5 yrs ago, cold turkey, he didnt gain an ounce!

smokin' cakes