by the time i grew up

i knew nothing was real

the truths that i thought
to whose answers none would feel

the anti-christ is coming and he wants to kill jesus
your leaders are cunning and they once killed jesus

intelectual elitism means nothing i mean jesus
foolish forums manifest infinite realities and we knew it

by the time i grew up
i knew nothing was real
but the time i could feel I had already not sought
when I could steal
by the time I was real I had stolen to feel
by the time I understood reality
I was corrupted to the bones
bloody faces forgotten memories obscured places
life alone
I always wanted it and I got it
now im nothing eating reasons

what you do to others you do to me
I have always not felt this
just a little confused when you do to others
and I feel it

 

The final ascension is upon us, the time for reflection is over.

 

cool writing

hey, you should start frequenting the vegetarian forum ,being the food guru you are and all..

 

by the time i grew up i knew i was always going to be alone

 

no way
the ashes of my burnt mind shall cover thee allways!


yo fractual i gave up debating with people anyway

 

What are you doing home on a Friday night?

When I was younger I didn't know beauty could be found in everything.

 

i didnt even know today is friday
LoL
anyway im always alone
LoL
I went for a walk yesterday at dusk
some kids saw me with my guitar and one boldly demanded to know if I played in a band
I said I only play ALONE
I stared into his eyes and I swear he almost threw a punch

 

i recorded more mp3s roday
2 people have listened so far i think
anyway
there is no end'seeing as i recall never beginning

 

Maybe he got freaked by you staring at him. lol

It's good you got out of the house. Fresh air is good for the spirit.

 

yea
my music sounds way better outdoors

ow oh lordey ancient spirits blessed om ra do say
the sweetest agony is my blessedly cunning joy

 

Do you have any fields near you? Every play your guitar in the middle of a field?

 

yea
i do play my guitar in fields
forests
by lakes
and rivers
sam I am

 

it happened real fast
in just a few seconds
hehe
i tend to make sussden movements and freeze and observe the reaction
perhaps the eye contact
awoke his inner beast
for one brief fiery moment

 

He might of been feeling your energies and they were too powerful for his inner child.

 

*scoff*

Anyway, this is kinda cool for your rantings herbuh.

 

lol lodui
manifestation of the ancient spirits of om ra are beyond cool or hot

 

i didnt mean to go debate people, but to inform them...people debating anti-veggie views are probably jackasses anyway... i saw some questions there i thought you could maybe answer though, like a thread trippinbtm had asking what foods combine well together for maximum nutrients some others cuz he is going veggie.. it just seems like a good place for you to go ramble at and let people know whats up and do some good, you seem to like that, lol...

 

LoL
good point anyway
but all that info is really easy to find with google
I enjoy talking with peple on a more personal/spiritual level anyway

 

i live in my head

not even your ashes can get in there

 

you're quite wise for your age. why don't you get a free webspace site, upload all your sound files and post the link here?