it's a saturday night, and i am sitting here all by myself (well, except the cat and the dog), and i am bored. my hubby is back to working overnight, and i hate it. there is nothing on tv, because we don't have cable. and the boards here are sort of dead tonight....*sigh* anyone else want to join my pity party?
yes ill join the pity party tonight has been hellishly introspective and i think i have some serious issues to deal with that are ruining my life PS i am alone also, i have a cat, but she hates me.
why does your cat hate you? mine normally likes me, but he is sulking tonight, because he want to go outside. we never let him out, but he has spent the last three days going nuts, because he all of a sudden wants out. the dog is apparently sleeping well, as evidenced by the loud snoring. i'm sorry to hear that you feel like things are ruining your life. i have developed the somewhat maladaptive ability to not think about anything. it helps keep me from being too depressed, but i never end up solving problems that way.
kisses is an old cat, not very playful and keeps to herself... and, shes got a bit of attitude...ah like her owner! and i cant stop this brain of mine, i think way too much about some things and too little about others....what im really thinking about now, although its connected to so much in my life, im thinking about how i have to stop running away from everything. its a big problem i have, i keep running...someones got to chain this girl down. im causing a lot of damage on my behalf.
i don't understand this hang up about days of the week whatever your/his assigned rest days are, that's your weekend. i would certainly prefer mine to be in the middle of the week if i was working instead of every day being 'off' for me. i've always wanted tuesdays and wednesdays for my days off and have almost never had it that way all the years that i worked. my dad worked for the railroad when i was growing up and everybody had days off like that. except the schools i had to go to. i also don't understand bored except for people who have burned out their immaginations or have been brainwashed out of them or are otherwise prevented by some kind of backward headed circumstances from dreaming their own dreams i get bored only when i am surrounded exclusively by mundane twits, never when i'm off by myself. isn't there anything you enjoy doing when you've got the time to do it? when there's nothing to disrupt and interfeer with immagineering how the infrasturctures that make possible our comfort zones could be created and maintained more sustainably? it's when being with people prevents me from doing this that i feel bored =^^= .../\...
themnax-the days of the week thing is only an issue to me because saturday is the day when everyone i know is off work, and so gets together to do things. it sort of bums me out when i have no one to hang out with, on the one day when anyone would be free to hang out. also, there are lots of things i like to do when i am alone, but i actually spend more time alone than not. sometimes (not too often,) i would prefer to be in the company of other people, and last night was one of those times.
