Austin passed.. =(

my best guy friend Austin was found dead this morning in his room.

It might have been an accident or suicide. fuck.

And the weird thing is he predicted that I was gonna die at 17 and he was gonna die at like 35. Fuck i miss him.


All of my friends and i are sitting around at my friend hannahs house remembering and crying. Fuck, I miss him so much and he has only been gone 12 hours. Fuck, i'm not going to school tomorrow either. Fuck, i love you Austin Lee Giacopelli

i will never forget you.
I love and miss you so badly

I love You and miss you. See you in my dreams.....

 

aw, man. that's too bad. how'd he die?

 

He might have hung himself or he coked himself or something, the cops wont tell us anything

 

well, i'm sorry. the last time one of our friends past, i listened to that peter gabriel song, salsbury hill, and cried my soul out for a good long while. it's beautiful.

 

I'm realy sorry. I empathise. Truly I feel your pain.

You're always going to remember your friend. I have no idea who you are really, and your friends a total stranger.

But everyone's life he did touch will be better just for knowing him. Yours too.

In time things will get easier, but you'll never forget him. That always comforted me.

I wish you the best Flannel.

 

sorry to hear

losing a close friend really is hard - stay around your friends, you'll need each other

 

I can't listen to Mazzy Stars, Fade Into You, without tearing up for pretty much the same reason.

 

Thanks guys. I needed that.

 

Oh god, I'm so sorry. I think I remember you talking about him before...how horrible it is to lose a friend at such a young age. With time, the pain will ease, just take life one day at a time and try to remember the good times for Austin's sake. A girl in my class died when I was 15 and it was such a horrible shock and blow that I can only imagine how bad you're hurting, being close to him. I wish only the best for you, your friends, and his family.

 

I'm sorry to hear that. That really does suck bad. I feel your pain.

I used to work at old navy back in my early highschool days and these 2 girls that worked there with me died. I knew both of them pretty well. One died in a car accident, and the other just weeks later died from a drunk driver hitting her. And then june of 06 a friend of mine went to break into some house ( it was a parade of homes or somthing where the house is furnished but nobody lives in it yet, they just show them off) and apparently the guy that was showing it off stayed in there that night and when he broke in he heard somthing so he took off out the door with his back turned and was in the street and the guy shot him in the back and killed him. I was hanging out with him just hours before it happend. And he wasnt even the type to do somthing like that. I still dont know to this day why he did it. He was with 2 other people that got away so maybe it was peer pressure i dont know. Another friend(girl) of mine back in highschool died from overdosing on x. Iv been to so many funerals its crazy.. It really sucks to lose a friend or just anyone. You will heal, but it takes time.

 

thanks guys.

none of us are going to school today and we are like all crying like every moment.
later we are going to see how austins parents are doing. I dont want to walk into his house though, i will break down.


It still doesn't feel real at all

 

I'm sorry you lost your friend.

A coworker of mine hung himself this last August. The kid was messed up but otherwise seemed to be a decent person. It was pretty stunning- considering the circumstances... it was over a girlfriend cheating. Before he did himself in he left a message on the guy's answering machine saying that he'd have to live with guilt the rest of his life.

 

Well Austin's death might have been an accident or suicide but the cops dontknow yet. all we know is that he is gone and there was something around his neck.

it might have been an accident because he used to like mess around and choke himself because he was like a masicist.

So im just telling my self it was an accident

 

I'm sorry, You wont die at 17 though, people just make shit like that up....

 

Ah... hun I'm so sorry. That really sucsk. It is so hard loosing friends no matter what the reason. IF you need to talk just pm me. I know what you are going through.

 

I am very, truly sorry for your loss Flannel...

Like many here, I know how hard it is to loose a loved one. I've known a few who I've been as close to as siblings and lost... and it really does suck eggs.

But as impossible it seems for you and your buddies right now; the hurt will ease over time. You just have to remember all of the better times you have had with him. I doubt that he would want you crying for him... Live life happily. :hug:

 

I know how you feel.

Don't sit around and cry-sit around and reminisce. He'll feel better wherever he is knowing you are sharing a wonderful experience on his behalf.

I'm sorry for your loss

 

Im sorry babe. Give yourself as much time as you need to do whatever it is you need. I know this feeling and it wrenches my heart.

I dont know if you hhave ever experienced a death close to you before, but if this is your first instance with it, you will be finding yourself thinking in a lot of different ways. You will grow strong. Lots of love to a sweet girl like you.

 

Thanks guys

Um here, this is a picture of him
he always looked on thr bright side of it all




I love you and I miss you

 

I like how you posted a picture of him with his pants around his ankles. Remember the good times, looks like that's what he would have wanted.