Auras in the wrong place and being hit by a curse....

God bless random thoughts..... Thanks for keeping it alive Skip.

Its been a fucked up coupla months 4 damn sure, I've had so many warnings from random places and random people and in random ways about getting my ass outa the city and outa the country... Trying to work out if its a real warning or just a curse from ex wife #2, from ex friends or from people who are indebted to me and don't want to repay favours or honour their promises or whatever..... (think ex-colleagues, ex-bosses, etc.)

Aside from the verbal and physical warnings, including a few prank calls etc, I've lost a few jobs because of extremely random reasons, and lost touch with a few good people because of extremely random reasons.

Its got to the point where I decided to keep my ass outa downtown - especially after getting a fake ticket from a cop whose aura was wrong for his body...

I was crossing over downtown near a pedestrian area and got stopped by this cop, and even tho he was trying to give me a ticket, I couldn't help but laugh (inside) at him... I was watching his body language and watching his aura or however you want to say it and his aura seemed to be about an inch smaller than his physical size. His eyes were even just that bit lower in their sockets than they shoulda been....

It got me thinking about the aura tho, and I know that I recognize it from somewhere, and although I know I have met the person who it belongs to, i cannot work out why it would want to curse me in this way...

add that to one or two jealous assholes giving me shit for even talking to their girlfriends, and one or two people hating on me because I feel free enough to vent my frustrations with certain situations and places verbally instead of holding it in and acting on the frustration, i've decided to quit the southside of austin up to downtown. and am actively trying to get help to get my ass outa the city, although each time i've come close to getting enough cash or trnsport to relocate a curse has hit keeping me here....

i have a feeling that it might be the exwife and her family trying to drive me outa the city and take everything that i have built up - its her style for sure, and although i have always played along with her wishes, she has changed her wishes so many times that i can't keep up with them, add that to her pathetic attempts extort cash and force my hands and force her hatred upon me..... but i don't know for sure - it could be an ex-boss who got pissed off at me for not celebrating christianity, or for some other dumbass reason... it could be anyone, but I know where the feeling came from.

ahh i really am at that point of giving up and saying fuck y'all i'm outa here not because of any hatred of the place, but just because any city/state/country (including my own country) that actively hunts down free thought or free speech is not a place where i want to be.

however if i leave then i will stay true to the old tradition of burning a place to the ground b4 going.

slash and burn baby, and pour a 40 out for those poor souls who curse without thinking.....

 

Ha, for a second I thought this thread was about me.

 

If you want to leave than I say go for it, go explore the world... Though, if you just want to leave because of certain people, I say stay and don't let people run you off..
Though it sounds like you want to leave anyways...So just open the door and step the first step on your journey to a new place..

Yeah, what I wrote was sucky... But I did enjoy reading your post...

 

man, thats harsh. Isnt it incredibly unfair when people around you with bad ju-ju rub off on you and bring you down? My mother is that way. I hope everything gets better for ya. leave town, Hell, you dont even have to leave the state of texas, we've got alot to see and experience.