At this point I'd kill to get high.

Yes, that's about it. I'm sick of being so sheltered. Basically I'm trying to find any chance to get high ever, since my parents don't even let me leave the fucking house by myself and I have no friends (besides on the computer). I think that will be next summer. But my dad will probably get me a fucking drug test so I might as well not even go to the damn Gathering . I'm so upset.

 

I thought my parents were strick. Not letting you leave the house by yourself is insane. Do they have some reason not to trust you or something. At that point I'd prolly say fuck it and get high anyway. I feel for ya and good luck.

 

I can't. They'll pull me out of high school if I get in any trouble and will have to go on the computer for the rest of my school years. I'm so fucking angry. I'm dying to get high but I don't know how I'll ever get the chance EVER and my dad's a fucking DEA agent shoving fucking propaganda up my ass and down my throat all day and all these government lies that I'm forced to swallow. I'm sick of it! I can't take it anymore!

 

Shit man, I don't know what to tell you then. Just don't like kill yourself or something please.

 

I won't, but emotional death is inevitable. What do you do when you're so suffocated? I can't leave the damn house!!! Yet my parents get all concerned when I talk about glorious fantasies of my future plans to live life in the fast lane. Well, what do you expect?!?!?! If you're so sheltered and never get to make your own decisions, then you're gonna go crazy when you finally get out. I'm sick of hearing about getting high. I want to! Is it worth having my life destroyed? My parents are very conservative and I would never be able to leave the house until the day I turn 18 if I wasn't kicked out. But I'm desperate, and the first opportunity would be if I went to the Rainbow Gathering but that's pretty much a false hope

 

My parents are pretty strict aswell. Just do it. Go and get Hi. You need to break away from them. maybe, i dont know. You could allways get to the stage where you no longer give a shit about them and just do what you want when you want, with little to no regard of their wishes. [i long for such freedom, but im psychologically imprisoned, sheltered and fed with guilt trips]. When i finish school and turn 18 in a couple months, im goin to go nuts as crazy, i cant wait. Allready my mum is trying to say im not allowed to go clubbing until 3 in the morning, but fuck her, im just gonna break away... When im 18, thats it, Im not being told what to do...


Start slowly putting up fights, and do what you want to do.
[its harder than people think though, its psychological entrapment] its not easy to break

 

Yeah. I feel like I'm imprisoned. My parents don't even listen to me. They think that just because they're older nothing I say can be valid and if it's something they don't like they just walk away.

 

I know what you mean by wanting to get high because your parents are sheltering you. Back in high school, if I didn't have marks above 70% in all classes, I was grounded from pretty much everything until the next report card. Fucking pricks.

I actually had an ex gf having the same exact problem as you, it was very frustrating, because I never saw outside of school. So finally I said fuck it, jigged school with her and sparked her up, spent the whole day with her when we were supposed to be in school. I didn't care, she wanted to get high and I wanted to hang out with her outside of school. It was her first time getting high. She was fucked! That was the best day I had with her. We never ever did get another day like that. I finally had enough and broke up with her. I sitll loved her, but I just couldn't take not seeing her outside of school. I guess my advice in a sense get a stoner boyfirend (oh wait your parents probably won't let you have a boyfriend either shit...). Anyways good luck with getting high, and remember theres better dayz ahead man.

 

I hope so.

 

Things aren't looking up though. They'll never change.

 

Dont concentrate on the getting high. that'll all come in hand with getting freedom. over here ion england you can get a flat at the age of 16. if thats the case wher you are id work your ass off in a job and get some money together. or just tell em to fuck off and be done with it. my dad tells me to come home i tell im to die lol. good luck and everything hope it works out x

 

Your only 15 man, I regret taking drugs at you age as it fucked up my school work. theres plenty of time for euphoria in later life

 

i dont think youll enjoy being stoned if youre life is full of such misery and anxiety.

 

I'm gonna get out there and live life in the fast lane the day I'm set free and damn well enjoy every minute of it 'till I die!!!

 

eh, become a gardener... then you can grow psychedelic plants(morning glory, cacti) without your parents knowing. Of course yours might not be so naive, but my mom actually helps water my plants when i'm not around. Plus gardening is a great hobby regardless of what you are growing.

 

I agree with StonerBill, you should get some booze instead

 

stand up to your parents.

 

read up on some buddist stuff and just chill everyday until you are 18. by the time you've chilled so hard for three years i think you'll be much happier.

 

You could try being more sneaky. Doing everything behind their back, it becomes a challenge and it can be fun. You'll look back when your older and think how much fun taking drugs was when you had to sneak around... (even though you might hate it at the time)


You can become quite professional about it. i do everything without my parents knowing, even sneak out at night to go to parties and shit... cause they still wont F-ing let me. its crazy.

thats probably the worst advice.... but ehh

 

I'd do it. I'm getting high this summer and they won't stop me. I'm gonna do shrooms because I've heard they're out of your system in a few days and don't show up on drug tests.
Besides that I have no access to stuff. Where the heck do you get it?