Are you, for the most part, happy with life and the direction it's going? Simple question, I suppose.
Yes i am happy. I also believe 2013 is going to be an awesome year. Why is 2013 going to be awesome? Because thats what i want. Im currently happy because i have no roomates, good rent, a job, an awesome dog, and an a artillery shop.
Course it has taken a good 6 years to get where i am, but i knew i would. When i start hiking, i don't stop tell i get the view. If your out of breath from climbing, just hold your breath.
I love how someone thumbs down this. My point exactly. You think i was happy when i was dependent on being drunk all day? When i moved 7 times in the corse of a year, living on random peoples floors? When my dog's acls both ripped, then i dropped 3grand i didn't have, when my friend jumped off a bridge killing himself, when i gave up all my friends to get sober, when i was arrested cause of corrupt pigs. You think i was happy, fucking no, but i knew if i choose to be, i would get it. And i did, i got everything i wanted. Next step. Next door. Here we go.
Well, you did answer the question, I suppose. I don't think the airing of the dirty laundry was needed. Chill out. You may be happier for it. Haha ;-)
Broony, I don't disagree with what you said...that it is your choice. I also believe that some of us (me) are sort of inflicted with a destiny that is NOT what we would have ever chosen for ourselves. Of course I'm speaking for myself. Prior to stupidly breaking my ankle, I can say in total honesty that my life is Not Fun. If given a choice between say 10 different lives, this would have been the 9th, with #1 being the 1st choice. (By saying I'm living #9, I'm realizing that it could be worse.) I have attained a type of peace. However, peace is not happiness.
Some days i don't agree with anything i have said, but those are just days.... I don't believe in fate either...i think thats a load of shit... I control my destiny... We all have different lives....in the end does everything make sense? ....not really
Man my dog fucking stinks and i washed her and her ass last week. This im not happy about. I think i need to brush her teeth, you know singing ' lalalal this is fun, im happy, washing your mouth that you use to lick your asshole'
Regardless of if you believe in fate or destiny...it seems you are one of those people that is actually able to control it. Fortunately, one doesn't have to believe in anything for it to be so. Oddly enough, in the end...even if it is with the last breath, I believe it all will make sense. But then, that is just what I think.
I don't know..lol Choose a mindset.... Its like what do you want? What do you want? What do you want? Well then fucking do it!
This may be easy for you to say, and then actually be able to do something about it... It's not that easy for everybody.