Alot of text but bear with me. I really want to see what you guys have to say. Sometimes I could swear i'm not the only one aware of my thoughts. Is it possible for people to know my thoughts? This is how it works. I will think of something and someone near me will say something that seems like he knows what I'm thinking. But while the things they say seem like they know what i'm thinking, if I use logic I find out that they are usually talking about something else, usually nothing to do with mind reading or any of that paranormal stuff. I actually don't think people can read my mind. But someone, or something can. I may be crazy, but I really believe I can talk to God or something. Idk what to call it so I just called it God, but this is my reasoning. These strange happenings happen most when the people I am around are high. I think marijuana makes their mind more careless. They make the little choices without much thought. when I say "little choices" I mean things like their choice of words. I think God can easily influence people who are high to choose their words so that HE can talk to ME through other peoples words. They have no idea that they are being controlled by God and I probably am too when I make involuntary choices. But what is really amazing to me is that I can actually have a conversation with God. I think a question and He replies through the people around me. To them, they are having a normal conversation, but to me their words mean more than the ordinary. So, am I crazy? Maybe, but I have learned so very much through these experiences. Sometimes they are very scary because it seems like not only can he control their word choices but can even make them mess with me. My last experience was two nights ago at a motel party. Before this I had one very amazing experience where I think God was showing me just how much control he had over people. During that experience I asked Him if he could give me one more experience like that. And that night that that party, my wish came true. I remember by friend asking me if I wanted to smoke a cigarette with him. No one else was outside and I don't know why but this friend of mine seems to be more easily controlled by God that other people. Weaker will maybe? i dont know. Anyway, We had smoked 2 blunts and I had maybe 3 or 4 nice bong hits. It seems like the higher I get the more easily I can pick up the little things that god is trying to tell me. I could "see" (or percieve) god in everyone. It was just so much to handle that the whole party I just sat and listened to everyone. They all thought I was "stuck" when I was actually very much involved in their conversation. So, me and my one friend, ill call him E, he asked me if I was OK. I said yeah, I look stuck huh? And then he said, "You know, I am reading your mind all the time." At the time I did not know it was God talking through him, but I really thought they could read my mind! I told him "yah I know, but I ain't trippin" Then he told me "Im one of them, and thats all I'm going to say." Now either E has a fucked up sense of humor, or he was just really high but he really fucking made me trip over what he said. He was probably just really high and because of that, God had more control over him. I mean why would he say those things to me? By the biggest coincidence he said something that directly had meaning to mind reading. So one of two things: He can really read my mind or God slipped those ideas into his head and he went along and said them to me probably expecting me to just laugh at his joke. I don't think It could be a coincidence because this is not the only time. I can't remember any other times where someone directly said something about thoughts to me but I know it has happened. It scared the shit out of me. I thought it was so unfair that they could read my mind. two days after the party was evidently enough time for me to put the truth together. I now truely believe all that was just God's way of showing me just how much he can control people. I was afraid for a second but now I thinks back and I'm amazed. Am I crazy? But I had no choice but to come to that conclusion by logical thinking. Idk, maybe you have to be a little crazy to talk to God. But still. I have questions. Why does god hide from me like that? why does he have to show himself through high people? And most of all, why me? Why can I percieve these things but others cannot? Are they ignorant of God? And who is God? Cus this whole time i've been saying God but I don't think He is the same as the Christians put him to be. I was thinking maybe the cosmic mind? someone help me. please.
You know what I think? That marijuana makes people think simple coincidences are much more profound than they really are. But I have had the same sort of things happen to me. I think it is more of a willingness to relate, than anything else. Cannabis just makes it so that you agree more and generally relate more, to an extent where simple similarities turn into mind blowing situations of "duplicates" or in your case mind reading...
Thats what I thought too. But now I'm not so sure... even when I'm sober and look back on the situation, it's really strange how many coincidences there are. But yes I think I might be taking it too far down the rabbit hole. But I have trouble from keeping myself from thinking like that sometimes.
well, maybe you should do a controlled experiment. i don't think 'god' has much to do with it, to each their own though. look into ESP, and the secret. http://www.thesecret.tv/ im not saying i believe in 'the secret' exclusively, but the energy simply makes sense to me. also, What the Bleep do we Know? was enlightening for me. personally, i finish my hubby's sentences in my mind, with the words that i would use, and then he says them. even words that are not in his usual repertoire. hes very smart, but everyone has words they usually use, and words that fit a situation better but don't get used. i say play with transmitting innocuous thoughts. words or pictures are good, food is even better. suddenly you friend goes "wow, i've got the weirdest craving for thai food" and read 1984 by George Orwell. your thoughts better not be DoublePlusUnGood
LOL, if you believe in god, do you really believe that anything is stopping him from doing anything, in even the slightest way? Do you really believe that his control over any person is determined on whether or not that person has a strong will? Sorry man but lmfao. What kind of god are you talking to? One who's will can be trumped by a human being's will? Sounds like a demiurge. This, to me, is proof that you're just talking with yourself in your head. You are reading into synchronicity and trying to assimilate it into your normal life but are doing it in ways which result in these strange conclussions and questions of "am i crazy?" to which many think "yes". Seriously dude! Wtf! God's power wanes and waxes depending on whether or not you're fucked up on weed?!? :toetap05: I think you need to re-examine your ideas carefully. All in all I think your problem would be solved if you just understood that god is not something outside of you, controlling you, god IS you, god IS the control, god IS your thoughts, god IS your friends, god is even this thread. if god is god, then you cannot point to one thing that is not god, by definition. Be at peace that you are already home. Trust your divinity! Trust it! and when in doubt relax, turn off your mind, float downstream
There have been some half assed stuides comparing mental powers and smoking weed. Something about how it opens up your mind to another perception. I personally feel closer to God when I smoke. I often like to wax about the Big Guy when I am baked. I got my friend to admit to his belief in God the other day. Prior to that he would only say that he did not believe in God. Personally, I am very into perception. I notice a lot of things and tend to put the puzzle together better when I am stoned. Things just seam to click sometimes if I am thinking and or talking about something. I have just lately started to notice how well I can't perceive what people are thinking. I don't clame to be able to hear their thoughts, I just get a feeling that I know what they are thinking about. Most of the time I am right. It's all perception and being very observant.
once in a while when im just super fried ill get the feeling like i can communicate with a entity of some sort. it doesn't really bother me, if it happens it happens you dont really have control over that sort of thing. do i really think im talking to something? probably not.
Word, I think of it as like...weed can make your senses come to a heightened state, it is only natural that we may pick up on things that we have been taught through society to tune out. It really isn't rocket science, paranormal, or "out there" at all, it's pretty common sense if you have ever smoked ganj before and ate an orange or something lol
Yeah I am agreeing with most of you. Weed seems to make thought processes work differently. Things that I normally don't pay attention to are interesting when I smoke. Then weed
