i acidentally came upon the 'search archives' feature while trying to find that hilarious picture someone posted of the asian guy with OMFG written underneath. can someone repost that so i can save it by the way? anyway, when i found the search archives section i got curious and typed my user name in. i went back to the posts from where i first joined at 14 and HOOOLY SHIT i was(am?) a retard. seriously, the stuff i would talk about thinking anyone would give a shit, coupled with my pathetic diction is just embarassing. i know i would be high a lot of the time when i was posting on here but some of it was just too much to take. has anyone else done this? have you changed since you first joined? i think random thoughts has made me jaded and quippy although in real life i'm told i come up with some pretty radical one-liners.
anytime you look back in life you see yourself badly because you think that in your current state your good
still if you could look forward from then, you probaly wouldn't be saying "damn I'm not as sucky in the future" you'd probaly be going, "wow, I suck in the future too" and you don't suck, your awesome and sexy and stuff
Shite, looking back at the archives... I used to be so nice and hippish... what the hell was I thinking back then?
i'm going to be 18 this wednesday, how old do i look to you? i think i could be about 30 in some of my bellydance pics.
i know same with me! i actually said peace and stuff, how sickenning... and thanks for saying i don't suck, you're pretty unsucky yourself!
haha, I've spent the evening searching the archives...Man, I was so....YOUNG! I can barely relate to myself anymore! hahaha....