anyone up n wanna talk about vaccines, pain or music?

i may be the only one still up.
post here if you read this.

 

how about pain?

i was chopping wood for the grill yesterday,,barefooted and sliced my big toe wide ass open..
six stitches..

why is it that the most painful part of getting stitches is the numbing process??

 

damn man I bet that hurt.

yeah but imagine the stitches without the numbing process.

*shivers*

 

well
i might have lost a best friend tongiht
for no good reason
i had a good n bad night and i lost my phone
he's not happy w/ some of my actions but he's like fam. to me and fam. sticks together. i did NOTHING to him but lose a phone but whatever....
im also in multiple physical pain....benzo n other shit. i got a bowl but im not okay. i hurt my back. i feel sad but i know i gotta get thru it n turn the pain into something good ya know?
ive had a hard few days n i need to cry.
that's my whine for the hour- i was gonna say day but ehhh might not make it
but i feel ill be okay thru the pain
a lot just sucks i mean a lot
i had cops after me for trying to get my perscription.
ive been sick.
just drama.... im not even sure what my living situation will be in two months and i think i want a change but its gonna have to be drastic.
just crazyness.
i need this bowl then sleep but i can chat for a bit.
i feel upset.

 

this damn cat wont leave me alone. ive been not giving her her attention she needs cause ive not been well. and damn this cat is needy. all i wanna do is pack n smoke a bowl n post a bit n then get some SLEEP. and she's all pittering. cat....i love u but GO.

 

actually it didnt hurt at all.i just had sharpened the axe,it was as clean a cut as you could make short of with a razor blade. i tried to talk dilligaf into just steri stripping it but she was concerned about all the trash that got up in it..
she cleaned it the best she could but didnt have any hemostats to dig the rest of the crap out so she made me go to the emergency room..

we have both had M.R.S. before and have seen people with severe cases of M.R.S. an i really dont want to go through that ever again..

ive had fillings filled with no Novocaine,i think i could handle stitches without it numb but if ya aint gotta why do it?

thats kinda why i been popping the percocets,,i know i can handle the pain but why do it if ya aint gotta?

im just wondering how im going to get a shoe on to work..

i know one thing as soon as i can get a shoe on im gonna be back at it..

 

that's what I'm saying man..

that's great if you can handle the pain in case you ever need to, but hey, if numbing is available, give me the damn anesthetic.

 

vaccines contain mercury as a preservative thats why the autism rate in america has skyrocketed..
i would never vaccinate m child if i had any nowadays..

 

yeah we are going to add some animal Novocaine to our SHTF supplies after this little incident..

always remember,animal antibiotics,novocane etc. are the same as for humans and MUCH cheaper with no prescription needed,just gotta adjust the dosage..

 

huh I never knew that.

stronger dosage for humans, I'm guessing? or are we talking like farm animals here.

 

farm animals is the easiest to get,any good feed store carries most everything you need.. so the dosage would be by weight..

serious, i have a friend in the medical field that says they even come from the same factory as what is produced for humans..

what a racket huh?

 

and yes dilligaf and i both have used them and there is no noticeable difference..
well,, animal morphine is not quite as clean as human morphine in my opinion but it still does what it is supposed to...

 

I could see where it's the same stuff. Biologically, we probably aren't that different.

 

Heh, good to know HHB.. plus animal painkillers will last longer cause ya don't need so much.
Sucks about the toe, but imagine if yer'd been chopping all day and hadn't sharpened it since the morning.. ouch!
A blunt axe is just about the most dangerous thing that isn't heavy machinery.

 

I have a Jack Russel that has seizure issues and takes the same meds they give humans for it.

Yes animal meds and human meds are really the same shit.

 

the toe.. please dont feel for me..

i was STUPID!! i live this way as a way of life by choice,,i knew better..
i even told myself i should put shoes on then said "nah im just busting up a couple pieces,ill just be careful"..

DUMBASS!!!!!

but yeah even the doctor was amazed at how clean the cut was to have come from a axe.. it being sharp saved me a world of grief im sure...

the 20 percocets he give me are helping as well im sure..

 

damn!

you must have really fucked it up then.

 

i dunno,, it was weird,the guy in the bed next to me came in on a backboard in a ambulance and the same doctor that stitched me up gave him percocets for pain also..
hell i didnt even ask for anything..

i been takin 2 at a time on accountwe have a whole bottle of hydrocodone stashed back in our SHTF supplies if i still need something when these run out..
but i figure by then a double dose of ibuprofen will do the trick..
in the mean time im gonna keep a good buzz on..

 

n no one even cares that im hurting?
im hurt.
bad.
i mean really.
these valiums god i lost some at a guys house
blah
i hope he's honest n gives em back
i decided i hate benzos n want off them but mannnn when you need them....

just ignore me then. i dont care.
all my friends are moving.
im sad.
ill get over it.

 

Hey, hit the doc up for more percocet and stick em in the SHTF box! The more you've got the better..
Especially as when the S really does HTF, I doubt painkiller manufacture is gonna be on anyone's mind.