wasnt that long... i was at a pier with a girl who i think was my sister that was fairly far from the beach and she was sitting in the middle of the peir and i was walking on the water, jumping and stuff and just walking around looking around ect... before i can notice, im treading in the water in the same place next to the peir when i realized their could be something big under me watching or something, so i go to swim to the peir to get out of the water and i plashed really big and stopped after one stroke of my hand, as to not look like a hurt animal,and i treaded their for a few seconds untill i was verry quickly pulled deep underwater and kept going and going. the girl on the pier was still sitting were she was and i could see her untill about 20 feet were then i could see nothing but my body and the water around me being pulled deeper (i was horizontal now). when i felt the pressure pushing my body i thought, man this might be it.....then i thought meh....whatever, and i accepted it.....and just felt the water passing me going deeper and deeper untill i tried to say one last word, wich i couldnt get out as i had no air left in my lugs.....then i started ghasping for air without letting myself breathe, then my heart started beating in an extremely irregular way, litterally beating out of my chest kind of.........then i woke up
emotional problems will overwhelm you; you will try to act non-affected, but they will desvestate you.
i think white feather is jumping to conclusions based on by rote interpretations which are by their very nature inhierently suspect. dreams are not inhierently about being interpreted or required to be, though they are often our own subconscous trying to tell us SOMEthing, or rather that is one part, possibly, of the how and why of what goes on in them. and while events in them may predate subsiquent parallels in waking life, this, for reasons i have detailed repeatedly, does not make them reliable nor useful predictors of anything. they can sometimes though, give us insights into mechanisms we are otherwise unfamiliar with, or rather functional, though seldom litteraly accurate, analogs of them. yes we do not always have control of events in our lives, and yes, sometimes others are witness to this, and yes, trying to go with the flow does not always solve everything. that is all that i see as happining in this one. that what it is telling you is basicly a big ns^3 (i.e. a big no shit. ns^2 being no shit shirlock and ns^3 being the next order of magnitude beyond that, for those unfamilar with this notation) and a LOT of our dreams do just that. freely interpreting, playing and experimenting with, what we focus most on when we're awaike, and especially whatever parts of it our conscous mind, when we're awaike, might otherwise occlude. =^^= .../\...
The problem with dreams is that no one ever correlates it to past events. If one sees what is happening in one's life then correlates it after a similiar event takes place two or three times, then one can have a good idea of what is coming up. Then there is the problem of where the symbolism comes from. The symbolisim could come from one's emotional state, what one witnesses, or what ones sees on TV, reads in books, sees in a film, hears in music. So a good 95%, in my estimation, of dreams are just the flushing out of the mind's cache. These dreams will have absolutley no meaning. It's the other 5% that we have to worry about. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I had a dream two days ago where I meet this woman with a dog skull for a head. I speak to her and tell her that I know why I am dreaming of a dog skull, that the imagery is from a movie I had just seen, and that the reason why I was dreaming of her is also because of a movie I had just seen. I told myself that since I knew where the imagery was coming from that there was no reason for me to make love to her since I knew that it was a dream. Some times I will tell myself to turn over when I am having a nightmare or a sex dream and I don't want to get worked up, I don't want the bother. So I tell my body to turn over and the dream goes away. I do this while in the dream state. I talk to myself or my witness my dreams as they are forming. And like my brother, if you come into my room while I am asleep or dreaming, if you ask me a question I will answer it as if I were lucid. We could carry a conversation for an hour while I am asleep. It really freaked out the mother of my daughter when she came into the room to ask me something, I sat up in bed and told her that I was in the middle of a dream where I was fighting demons, that even though my eyes were open, that I only opened them so that she would think that I was awake, but that I was actually sleeping and dreaming. Once I drove to work wile fast asleep. I went to work and when my boss inquired I told him that I was sleep walking and that I was still asleep. My eyelids were going at a million blinks a second. He told me to lay my head down and take as much time as I needed to fully awaken. Half an hour later I woke up and went to work as usual. The trick is knowing when to think that some dream has some meaning...
No, the problem is that I am interpreting the dream according to my dream symbols, as if his dream were my dream. It is my consciousness' interpretation. As it applies to heeh2, it may have absolutely no revelancy. He will have to see what happens in real life then correlate it to this dream-marker.
