Smoke your little heart out unless you think that the ganj is causing part of your depression. Some meds make people feel like the ganj no longer gets them high after they take the meds for a while, while others feel the other way around. Hell, some people even use the ganj as an anti-depressant. Think hard, and see if the ganj is part of the problem... if it's not, then smoke on.
Last night, I took 5 budeprion's they are 150mg each and about 20 minutes after I tooke those I smoked 3 bowls. And I couldn't fall asleep until after 3:00am. And when I did fall asleep it felt like I was awake and someone was talking to me. It was weird because I was tossing and turning, and oh it was intense. But today I was so sketched out, cuz my friend gave me my half today, so I had 14gs sitting in my pocket all day. Not to mention that when I woke up this morning it felt like I was dreaming, was soooo weird, felt like nothing was real and it was all just a big dream.... So IMHO do them like maybe once or twice a week with weed, because it is madd intense.
I don't think the ganj is causing it. I felt depressed while I was smoking it, and then I felt depressed when I took a break. I just feel this heart ache and I can't stand it because I really want to be genuinely happy, so I'm glad I got the anti depressants, I would just like to be able to still smoke the sacred herb. and vactom, I'm not using the anti depressants as a drug, I am depressed, I have a prescription, I'm using them to help me, not hurt me. Sides, pills are really bad for you if you don't need them, they can really mess you up (in the bad way). The reason I'm taking them is because nothing feels real ALL the time, even when I'm not smoking, and because I can't feel any emotions at all besides sadness for my not being able to be happy, and I want to fall asleep forever or die so that I don't feel this way again. Some people actually need meds, haha. oh, I'm on concerta too, for my add, and I havent smoked way too much in the past few weeks, so I'm not really sure, but I'll be fine with it right?
Dude. I honestly think that EVERYONE can become depressed- and when u get depressed its like a snowball effect. Its terrible- and it can get outta control. Just breathe man, people love you, remember that ALL this SHIT (yeah, life is fulla it) is gonna end in 2012 when the time machine is created and you can go wherever you want!
Honestly tho- just to drill this point home, cause i usta feel similarly- i was really messed up w/ OCD and agoraphobia and all that crap, but i cured it all by simply sitting down and meditating about things. LIFE is what you THINK it is. If you think things are bad, things are gonna be bad no matter what drug you're on and no matter if ur at disney world or six flags- things are gonna be bad. IF ya THINK life is good- thangs'll be good even if you're in prison or dealing with constipation. Think about it- when u think about a bad time u had- like a grandparent dying or something embarassing, you automatically feel terrible- you feel weighed down and depressed- if ya keep dwelling on that thought, it'll go further and further. But if ya think about a really awesome time, you start to literally tingle and feel great, maybe even laugh as if the event is really happ'nin again. THink positivly, breathe deeply, and things will be gravy. Remember: "Smile and you are immediatly happy."