Angelic Psychic Medium Spasoff

UNDERGROUND PSYCHIC and comedian
written by Richard Spasoff

Hello all
I am happy to be here on Hip Fourms

For twenty five years, I have been a therapist to the underground of society. Wandering the concrete jungle, meeting with prostitutes, strippers, homeless and the criminal organization known as the Mafia, my work has been wide range and has touched many lives.

My titles are many: I am a spiritual counselor, psychic, dance choreographer, holistic health practitioner . You may ask how could I do this all ? I sometimes wonder myself. My life has always been one that has unfolded , creating a path of faith for me to follow in God’s ultimate arrangement of my life. I never knew where my angels would lead me, but I had some idea of what I was suppose to do. I was put on this earth to help many types of people in need.

Most of my life was shrouded in darkness. Sex, drugs, murder and mayhem were spread out like a Las Vegas $2.99 buffet . To me this situation was living. As my friend Don Adams would say (from “Get Smart”), “and loving every minute of it.” Don’t misunderstand me; I wasn’t involved with this activity. In fact, this activity scared me to death, but at the same time scared the life into me. It kept me alive, giving me a calling to live. My vocation, my passion was in helping people. I was there to help, to pray and to calm down people during their time of crisis. Even though, I was walking in dangerous company, I felt protected by my angels. I felt that I was always guided to the people I needed to be with.
I would love to hear from you.
what are some experiences you had, that you felt protected by your angels?

 

You're okay, Spasoff, you're okay. So tell us this, please; What brings you here? Looking for a quiet haven in the storm? Or something more...

I don't want to do what you've done...scares the hell out of me...except that part of me thinks it's better than an E-ticket at Disneyland. I would like to know your story. Maybe you could give us a few tidbits.

As for me, my angels put me through hell. Protect me? I suppose...to the extent that they don't create a reality for me in which I'm drawn and quartered and then dragged through cobbled streets by a scared horse, leaving bloody tissue on the edges of the cobbles. Some have experienced a reality like that, ya know...how come we're so lucky? What's your take on all this? I think you might be in a unique position to comment on this question.

There's a woman in my mind all the time - I sometimes call her an angel, other times a demon. She told me once out loud that another psychic told her she had been a healer of children in a prior life...and the people had turned on her, accused her of witchcraft, and burned her at the stake. Now she's an extraordinarily gifted psychic herself. Is that a result of the burning? Are horrendous experiences like that required to gain psychic/spiritual gifts?

Looking forward to your thoughts...

 

Hi Richard, good to see you here.

Part of my own journey has been one of finding the light in all the darkness an deception, hurt and threats of violence, although from the sound of it, to a mutch lesser degree than yourself. Strong shoulders can carry a large burden and sometimes we are so strong we don't even know we are carrying it. But it's hard right now.
Hey, i need some words right now if you can offer any. I try to be self sufficient in this respect but just in the last few weeks i've become very emotional ...seemingly for no reason ...just emotion and weeping fits. I feel love, but it's painful.
I need to find a little clarity right now if you could offer any assistance i would be grateful.
I can email you if you wish but openly on the thread is fine.

Thanks

Oh ...Experiences of being protected by angels you say?

Well i've just been aware that in some situations my guidance has steered me out of the way at just the right moment and when things have got too hard i've been removed from the situation altogether. But mostly just the little things ... like finding a job or somewhere to live and i've learned that i can trust that my basic needs will be met ... a meal, somewhere to sleep or when i feel very alone ... someone to talk to.
My dreams sometimes tell me things about upcoming events or things hidden from me ... warnings and reassurance. And indeed some years ago when i nearly destroyed myself a huge presence was with me, trying so hard to get me to understand that i was loved, and worth it.
- Those times opened me up and i felt angelic myself back then but it didn't stick and today i find myself desparately trying to see through my fears and the illusions it creates ... to what is really there underneath. The light and truth within everyone.

 

Getting blown away by the WOW factor, or phenomenology muddies the purity of awareness. This is a bit like two drunks swapping stories by entering a place of Self Aggrandizement.

Everyone is gifted. The reality is that no matter the gifts, or abilities, the bottom line is about walking in wholeness, and not needing to trample, or destroy another because the embellished stories spoken make one feel great in their our own eyes.

We draw the lessons, and experiences we wish to learn from, to us, and are co creating our world by the life we lead, choices we make, and the perceptions we see through.

This is not about what is done to us {which is a Victim mentality} But about who we become.

Angels walk beside us, they do not save us from our self. Spirit guides offer guidance, but the individual has the final say. Want to change the World around you...Change the way you see the World within you. You will only see others as deeply as you see your self.

How we live our life speaks for us. Putting Blue Ribbons, won at your own fair, at anothers expence, around your neck like a neckless of garlic balls, will only offer a smell, that in the end negates all you think is real.

This is one way to destroy any clear awareness, or ability within you, and becomes an emotional addiction that turns deadly.

Greater awareness, and walking in the Higher Self, and wholeness of Spirit is about the journey of oneness that embraces Being True to our own center, and stretching yet further so we might see we are Spirit having a human experience, and we are here to grow beyond what we know.

 

Hi old crone, i'm not sure who that was directed at?

Walking in the higher self and wholeness of spirit is fine but one has to reach that awareness.... so lets have some compassion and let people walk their path. I feel that recognising ego is fine but pointing it out to someone is counterproductive.

Pride is a terrible thing, but when it is ... it just is. .... lets look forward to a time when it isn't.

One of my main problems is trying to figure out what my center is actually saying ... it seems quite paradoxical to me.

 

Counterproductive - I agree, LL. Ya hafta sneak up on 'em, so's they don't notice when you get past the defenses. I'm still practicing how to do that...

And my center lies to me, and I need to experience being a victim long enough to get sick of it. "Self-help" doesn't work for me. That's why I stopped attending the fundamentalist church. That's probably why my "angels" keep treating me so badly - so I'll get sick of being a victim. But I'm not there yet...

 

Lets say no you don't need to go through these types of Horrendous experiences.
But it doesn't hurt to have some experiences under your belt.

But you don't need to be crucified to be a psychic

 

Your not the only one that goes for everyone at times

 

You will be!

Your very love by your Angels.

You don't need a church. just your heart and spirit must be open and

Possess your angels love

So you can listen to what they have to say

 

Yeah, sure, but they piss me off major big-time, spasoff.

They don't say anything, spasoff, they just feed me truckloads of shit. Judging from my experience alone, I would say that the spiritual path must consist of eating truckloads of shit.

Or perhaps I'm just tired right now...

 

I would like to believe that I don't need to be crucified, however my "angels" [cough cough] are leading me to believe otherwise by the way they've treated me.

I knew you worked in entertainment. Well after all, Richard, you dropped Don Adams' name - that was, like, ya know, a major hint, nudge nudge wink wink.

I worked in entertainment also - for free. I played the madman Renfield in Dracula at my high school (type casting) and I played a singin and dancin sailor boy in South Pacific at the local theater in 2002 in the midwestern town I used to live in. Well okay, I did get paid for South Pacific - I got paid in hugs - lots of hugs. It was generous remuneration.

And that is the entire story of my acting career. Oh, well, except for all the acting I do on a daily basis in order to, you know, fit into the social "scene" (i.e. don't let them know you're weird or they won't feed your children).

My personal take on life is that it's all bullshit piled on bullshit. But the universe is holding my children hostage, so I need to keep playing the game. The people who know the score won't talk to me, and the ones who don't know the score can't stop talking.

My angels are now buzzing my groin - this is supposed to somehow make the piles of shit worth living for. Sad, isn't it? But I suppose that's all they're good for, if they're not allowed to speak truth to me - a few groin buzzes now and then. Hallelujah and praise Jesus, amen.

 

So okay, Richard, we need to follow all the threads in this discussion. So the next question is: How is it that you happened to be holding a banana in the presence of James Belushi? No stone left unturned, you understand...no detail too unimportant...

 

the universe , zen ?

 

Thats not ture
Your just angry
evreything will be ok once you calm down

 

It doesn't sound like you're dealing with angels...

 

Yes tikoo, that's correct.

 

Actually it IS true, Richard. However you are correct that I was angry, and everything IS better now that I'm more calm.

 

I'm not exactly sure what I'm dealing with, snail, and that's one of the things that frustrates me and makes me angry sometimes. I've never talked to any other person who has had an experience similar to mine, and a great deal of the time I just don't understand why the spiritual entities in my life do some of the things they do. Sometimes I deal with it okay, but a lot of the time I don't.

 

I don't want to speak for old crone, but it was my sense that it was directed at the originator of this thread.

I believe I know where you're coming from liquidlight. I have been in many states of mind where any slight disturbance I felt meant that something was wrong with me and that the criticism was directed at me.

Perhaps, perhaps not. I find that when people question me directly it offers me a chance to take a look at myself through their mirror. But there is a difference between self-aggrandizement and a clear recognition of what one has accomplished and perhaps even pride and satisfaction in that.

I know for me this was because I was looking too far outside myself to find it. That is, perhaps it is the case that not everything you are alerting yourself to is really directed at you. This post is a good example. Did you believe that old crone was directing any of her post at you, or feel resonance with her criticisms? If so, that could be an indication.

be well,

moonchilde

 

Moonchilde, my feeling about liquidlight's post was totally different from yours - I did not feel he was taking old crone's post personally at all, and his intentions and meaning were quite clear to me...be that as it may, I'm looking forward to seeing what liquidlight might have to say...however I'm wondering if this whole idea of trying to speak for someone else is maybe a misplaced intention, and if old crone in her profoundly developed wisdom chose not to answer liquidlight's post, perhaps she had a good reason...and maybe I should back off and let liquidlight speak for himself also.