Hi, About 18 months ago I had a stroke that left my willy like a piece of limp lettuce, OMG I lost me manhood so went of to see the droopy willy nurse who suggested drugs and gadgets for to get an errection so my marrage could have a sex life but this meant a pre arranged sex night so we could get prepared. My wife hates pre-arranged sex so I now could not discus this with her and so did not go together to see the nurse and to this day never told her off it and she never new of my ability not to acheave an errection for over a year. So christmas came and went spring was in the air and one morning there he was all up and to attention. This also a great moment unable to share with my wife as the outcome was predictable. This new amount of vigour went from strenght to strenght and now. I am 59 and masturbate most days sometimes twice. I am married but my very lovely and desireable wife is not keen on any sort of intimate activity, as I need the intimate affection and as a result I vent my lust on the internet looking at sometimes unsavory sites and this behavour upsets my wife greatley. I need intimate effection and crave it but I love my wife far too much to seek it in the flesh from other women, but my internet activity has had the result that she says its being unfaithful, and so wants no more to do with me. This is a shame as our relationship is 30 years old. I will be devastated to lose her. So what to do I do not know. I can go on drugs to bring back the limp lettuce as during that period i had no interest in internet porn [so that should please wifey]. Or I could carry on masturbating and internet porn while destroying my marriage and friendship with my lovely wife. Or destroy my marrraige and pursue other women but this course I fear may be short lived as how long will I stay this virile? There you have it comments welcome, especially from the wives out there.
