so i took one 20 mg adderall the other day while studying for a test with my friend... that night i got SLAMMED with depression and anxiety which still hasn't let up yet (2-3 days later)... i have never been diagnosed as depressed but it is not a new thing to me. is there really any reason for me to believe that the adderall had anything to do with this basically manic case?!
i felt anything but depressed wiht my adderall experiences, except with occasions at school...but idk man, you know better than any of us do
Depression could follow an amphetamine binge, but shouldn't follow a single 20mg dose. I don't think the two are related. In fact, amphetamines are prescribed to terminal cancer and AIDS patients to combat depression.
Most people will become depressed after taking any amp or meth drug... After MDMA I'm usually down for a few days... You just have to expect it, although I find that preloading with 5-HTP and taking some on the come down helps considerably.
adderral can do that. i hate it. it makes my anxiety disorder EXPLODE. but i am diagnosed hypomanic with deep depression spells. on the comedown i get depressed sometimes.
Adderall took care of my depression with no downer afterward. its amazing. you cot to be so careful with that shit though. makes me twitch
that's never happened to me with just 20 mg. one time i took almost a 100 mg of adderall throughout a day and i was pretty depressed because i couldn't sleep for almost too days and felt like shit.
i take my adderall aloooot only because i want to pass school (only got a year left!) some days ill sit in my bed (unable to sleep of course) and feel amazingly good... and than the next night ill sit in my bed and cry and sob and feel like im depressed... i get both of these effects all the time. just got be prepared
i use to love that fucking shit i would take 60mg befor school then go home not be able to sleep and fucking freak out all night next day do it again untill one day i ended up over my friends house over a railing almost thoughing up feeling like shit sweating like no tommorw after that i never tuched the stuff again i cant explane how bad i felt its was like the flu time 10 only worse
Yeah... adderall is not something to toy with. Even though you may feel like you can handle it, 20mgs can be a lot to someone who hasn't ever done it I'm sure. When my friend first got me to try adderall (and he was the only person who could, RIP), he gave me a 60mg pill to crush up and rail. That shit had me soaring on top of all the weed we had to sell/smoke. I lost about a qp to him and myself that weekend, but it was one helluva trip to the beach! About a year later I was perscribed adderall for ADD and even though I abused it a few times when I first got it, I soon realized that there was a very negative side to the positive effects that you first get. Yeah, you get a rush and you'll stay up, but the rush doesn't stop and you'll wish you were asleep rather than deal with the mad anxiety that may cause the depression during the comedown. Being depressed, jacked up, and paranoid is no way to have fun in my opinion. Now I've been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder (which they believe I've had for years... in fact it's probably highly related who why I have trouble with paying attention) and take it from me, waking up at 4 in the morning crying for no reason and feeling like shit every waking hour is far from worth whatever positive effect adderall may provide. I'm all for having fun and I won't say that at first I didn't have fun, but as you keep doing it, the more it seems to expose it's negative side until there's basically no positive side left. If you're like me, it'll fuck with you legs (shin splints), your hands will shake like hell, you may have difficulty breathing, you'll be up all night obsessing about how to fix every little problem in your life, your muscles will be sore, you'll become irratable and impatient, and you'll never be satisfied with anything until you hit rock bottom and have to pull yourself off the floor. It's a shitty road to take if you're lookin for a good time, but that's just what I have experienced. You make your own choices in your life! Peace
