A pretty bad weekend....

I've had maybe the worst weekend in a very long time....

After not hearing from my father for about a month and a half i hear from a drunken friend on friday nite that my father and his wife are adopting 2 children. On saturday i had a huge fight with him which resulted in me and my brother deciding we dont want any more contact with him. Not a good start to the weekend.
Then wen i got home from school today i find out that one of my oldest friends hung himself this morning. It was his 21st birthday today.....

I don't know why i'm telling you all this. I'm not looking for any sympathy or anything. It just seems to help telling someone.....sorry....

 

eek there's not much i can help you, just want to give you my suport *hugs*

 

Doesn't he want to adopt you. Is he rich enough to make it all worth while for you?

 

Offload anytime m'dear, we are all hear to listen to you
Also, heres some hugs and stuff use it if you need it

 

darling you, i know this may sound patronising but you will get through this...this present themselves in our life which we feel we will never deal with let alone get over but you will, hunny, honestly you will. theres not much else i can say but do let me know if you need someone to offload to, i don't mind. so many hugs and im sending lots of light to you right now.*hugs*

namaste
x x x

 

dude...thats harsh...and a massive load of crap for someone to deal with..i hope you have supportive people around you right now..if you dont you know your are part of this online community that isnt about fake internet relationships..were all real people behind the avators and we are here to help and comfort and providing a listening ear..

my msn is i_wish_i_was_a_munky@hotmail.com if you want to chat

i can totally sympathise with the stuff about your dad...i have had my fair share of father problems, namely being the lack of fatherness in my biological dad..so if you ever want a therapeutic dad rant im almost always on msn

death is a scary, shocking ordeal..and for it to be a friend of yours is really really tough...you need to talk this through with people...do you have people close that can help you through this?

lots of love
luchi xxx

 

Thanks everyone for your kind words. It helps knowing that there's people out there who care. I know it's gonna take a while before im feeling ok about everything but im getting there slowly.

Thanks xxx