A Dream, Once Upon A Time......................

I see you, the night is quiet. I think of you in hind sight. Love, is very special. The wind that is gently blowing in your long brown hair is like a whisper telling me not to miss a moment. The Heart aches, for a love short lived. There are very few times in our lives, where two people are brought together by an act of God, that is as special as ours was. I look into your eyes, brown but gentle. Soft but wanting. The spirit of you is soooo gentle. My Heart aches. I wonder to myself, why were we brought together, if God did not ordain it. Why did you look at me with eyes of beauty. Why does my heart ache so in bitter-sweetness. The spirit of ones` soul never forgets the man she loves. I feel your long tender fingers, the saftey of your arms. The gentlness of your spirit. God we were as one in the quietness of the night. I don`t think there will be another as you. I need you, I have asked God to bring us back together as one. Two spirits as one in the quietness and saftey of the man I love. Never shall I forget. Never shall another take your place, may I move onto the next phase of life, with grace without you, but never far from you. The man that I love, forever may you remember the ones` spirit that loves you from a distance. From Heavens window, shall I go before you, to help you and guide you on to a life of love and spiritness, as a man shall go from the one who never forgot the gentlness and beauty of your spirit. I will be at Heavens gate, waiting for you, smiling as God brings our spirits back together as it should have always been. Theo.

i HAVE TO FIX THIS THEO-- I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU WERE A PART OF ME I WILL NEVER FORGET. WHEN I WROTE THIS I WAS SO LONGING FOR YOU. I WOULD BEAT MYSELF SILLY OVER YOU IN MY HEAD. GOD GOT TIERD OF IT. I PUT YOUR DESCRIPTION ON THE PERSONALS AND GOD SENT ME HITMAN38, HITMAN AKA BABE, ANSWERED YOUR DESCRIPT.
HE HAS BEEN SOOOO GOOOD TO ME. YOU ARE WITH JEN NOW AND I KNOW I WOULD NEVER HAVE YOU. GOD SAID PENNY DON`T BE SO DAM STUPID. THIS MAN LOVES YOU WITH ALL HIS HEART AND SOUL.
BEST OF LUCK ME DEAR FRIEND. WHEN YOU COME BACK TO WORK, I WILL BE YOUR GOOD FRIEND FOREVER, BUT BABE IS MY LIFE, I KNOW I SAID I WOULD WAIT FOR YOU, BUT I DON`T WANT TO SCREW UP YOUR LIFE, AND THE HURT FOR YOU WAS JUST TOO MUCH FOR MY SOUL. MY MAN HAS BROUGHT BEAUTY, LOVE AND HONESTY TO MY LIFE. LIKE YOU USE TO DO. YOU WILL AS A GOOD FRIEND BUT I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE LOVE YOU NEED AND JEN SEEMS TO BE IT. GOOD LUCK TO THE BOTH OF YOU. BEST TO YOU BOTH AND YOU ARE IN THE PRAYERS OF HITMANS AND MINE, FOREVER DEAR THEO, ,,,,,PENNY.