I was feeling pretty good thoughout the night and decided it was a good idea to kick it into overdrive and through the sanity off the bridge. So I took 40mg of Addy about 4 hours after ingesting the seeds. I was with 2 other friends who were on some good acid. We talked about the good times, while creating new ones. Rolled in the snow taking pictures of the people we felt like. Then I really let all the emotional demons inside come out. I felt like I was annoying my friends a bit, but at the same time I think they would have said something if I was ruining there good trip. I think by showing and revisiting the dark places we've been, we can really see how good we've turned out. I feel extremely fortunate to be me. Things look so amazing beautiful when you purge yourself of the negative side of things. Its when those you revisit those feelings that meant so much to you. Being honest tonight around close friends who I love and trust feels so amazing. This feeling is complete bliss. I could not imagine herion feeling much better than this warm glowing feeling around this moment. Lessons learned tonight 1) No matter how often people tell you different, we, human being, and at heart good in nature. Some may not be viewed as this because there too caught up in what there doing to see how it effect those around them. But I feel at heart people are the most beautiful things. Full of emotion, energy and good nature. We are building up this momentum that will lead towards an amazing future if these feelings hold true. 2) No matter how bad things may feel now, you can reflect upon them afterwards and gain this true insight, enlightenment. I feel like this is how nirvana can be reached. By accepting who we are, the things we've done, understanding how other feel about them, relating, and moving on. 3) No matter what other people tell you, you are the greatest gift there is. Full of hope, dreams and ideas. I can only hope that you manifest these visions and make them your reality. You are the most important person there is, and if you cant sit with yourself and enjoying it, I dont believe you are ready to bring another person into the situation intimately. Thanks for bearing with me. I made a pack with PJ and myself. To stay away from outside substances and to just keep this momentum we have started here going. I wish you all the best of luck with you life choices, your all amazing creatures. See you space cowboy. PS. I'll reflect on this in the morning and see how I feel then. Enjoy.
It's good to hear that you're feeling so great, I hope you and your friends have many more great times ahead and yes, human-beings are amazing creatures and have great potential to become something of good nature. Good tidings, Swade
