10 years pass and Im still trying to heal.

You're just a bunch of vibrating molecules.

Sit and breathe in the void.

 

Sorry for bein a dick last night, social, even if you are a cop. I guess i was not in my normally cheerful mood when i was posting.

here's my advice, FWIW. People tend to think they are more screwd up than they are. The past is unchangeable. Saying you have problems because you used to do drugs is like saying you have erectile dysfunction because your first wife was a bitch.

You only have today, nothing lasts forever, make the best you can with what you've got. be happy. LOVE.

 

thinking you can control the uncontrollable? More knowledge won't help. More elaboration won't help. Make it seem less scary, maybe. But the fact still remains you dwell on it. What good will learning more about it do?

 

hi social disaster i know what your sayin you kinda wonder if you would be a different person today if you never had th trip i had a simular thing myself ,you dont wanna talk about it to people round you cause by sayin i feel like iam mad or going mad makes you sound mad , but every one feels some mental strain from time an i really dont think taking another trip would do much in the way of helping there are no straight answers the mind is a powerful thing you can feel good or bad according to what you think we can make our lives good if we think positive ,easier said than done i know , maybe talk to a counsiller or someone. i have a couple of close friends that have found peace of mind an strength in talkin to a professional person sometimes i think we need an outside perspaective /opinion to help realise we are ok an not crazy anyways th world by its nature is crazy so we must be to fit in good luck hope it helps

 

Western civilization has completely forgotten about the shaman on the outskirts of town . .

 

Point being if your not very intelligent dont take acid for kicks. If you are comfortable with yourself and can ignore your own physical/mental troubles, then welcome to upside down world where everything ripples

 

Relayer, I'm not sure if "intelligent" is the right word (although I have never met a straight-up stupid person who's done acid, i'm sure they are out there ), maybe something closer to "perceptive" or "honest"?

I think what's more important than intelligence is drive and purpose. How motivated are you for the truth, for good, for beauty, and for what purpose do you seek these things and continue to exist?

 

exactly! I used to get hung up on what i saw and heard while i was tripping like it was the REALEST thing ever, but its just as real as everything else, people take it wayyy to seriously. NOT EVERYTHING U EXPERIENCE WHILE TRIPPING ARE SECRETS ABOUT REALITY. or maybe they are, but then again if that is, than EVERYTHING can be....

 

and if everything was, then they wouldnt be secrets really

 

so social, what exactly happened during those trips that you found so frightening?

 

The thing i found most disturbing was the mind reading. It felt real to me at the time that everyone around me was actually reading my mind. Happened both times i experimented with lsd. It did not happen with mushrooms however.

Even to this day i could swear that I was having my mind read, this is unexplainable to me even now. It however at the time seemed so real and was the trigger to the thoughts, and concerns I have now.

To comment on another poster, I was the person who did LSD to get high, much like smoking pot. At the time me or the people around me looked at it like a mind altering experience. I think this was a major problem with the trips as well.

 

most definitely: the mindset of you and the other trippers is paramount, the degree of respect one holds for the drug and oneself also partially determines its potential.

yeah the telepathy is far out! I read from trip accounts about it and doubted it until I had acid for myself. It seems to me to fall somewhere between telepathy and empathy, the whole group mind phenomenon. I've even sent subconscious signals to ppl not tripping who remarked on the trippiness of it. It's all pretty simple: the cid unlocks your liquid self from its mental cage and that liquid self can co-mingle with the liquid selves of others since they are also fluid in nature. The liquid self is one soul embodied in many different forms and when the form fades, the liquid is aware of itself in other bodies hence the telepathy. This is a crude way of saying it I'm sure other posters can say it better

also, after having worked with acid I find I"m more intuitive and empathic on a daily basis and lesser degrees of group mind occur all the time. idk whether it's something new or something I just started noticing

 

Why was that so scary? Do you have some hidden thoughts or intentions that nobody else must not know? Think about it, do you wish somebody something bad? I mean, if you are correct person with honest thinking and wish to help people, to spread love and peace, why would that bother you if somebody knows that? Its not acid that make you that way, its your fear from yourself. So, the solution for your problem lies in you and only you can answer to yourself why are you afraid if somebody knows what you are thinking, and why are you thinking like that at all.
I think that maybe another acid trip will push you through pretty hard, but very benefitial trip, because you need to know the answer, like it or not. And don't blame acid, if you didn't have acid, you wouldn't be aware of your bad thoughts
Anyway, i wish you all the luck of this world to go through this and find the person you vould like to be and change in to that person.

 

I would say, everyone on the whole planet can, and is, reading your mind every passing moment. And you are conversely doing the same thing.

 

what defines real??
"real" is simply nerve endings processing electrical impulses in the brain.
everyone perceives "real" in different ways and some cannot tell the difference between whats real and whats not.

coincidence is blasphemy, everything that occurs in your lifetime (positive or negative) could potentially have occurred because of your own output of positive and negative energies/vibes.
if you put your mind to something hard enough, like putting out certain energy, you can make things reality

 

Shapeshift, there are things that people would want to keep private. I.E a molestation of some type or even perhaps a rape. It would be fine to let close friends, or family members know this. Hell even understanding strangers. Problem is not everyone is understand and some people may even find situations like this worthy of mockery. I do not blame the acid, I just wish I was a bit more educated about it when i experimented. We have to admit its not for everyone, especially people with skeletons in the closet.

 

Let it go

 

by putting our mind to things, we give off various body language, we make various decisions, we think more about things and thus are more likely to think and act with consideration of these things, even if its subconscious. People underestimate their power.

But people also overestimate their power. Giving off energy beams?
I think that we give off 'vibes' and these vibes are processed by all of the conscious beings that we interact with, and they respond to the vibes.
But this is not an energy that leaves out body and fills the world. It is a phantom/pseudo 'force' or 'influence' that can be attributed primarily to a person's overall mindset. But it is not a force of the energy-sort.

 

Ya Acid really showed me how big the universe is
After doing acid twice and shrooms twice I've also been questioning reality constantly
I feel like I'm living in a world that I see as just another planet out of 100,000,000,000... where our own conscience manifests itself to create egotistic individuals, therefore and egotistic society

I really believe that everything is connected, after being introduced to the law of attraction(which I first said was bullshit, then 'experimented' and figured things out)
I think our bodies contain the universal intelligence we call sub conscience and our minds are constantly trying to make sense of things

Anyways, I don't regret doing cid, it has enlightened me no doubt and of course as anyone says, 'It cant be put into words'
It is merely an understanding, realizing our lives very simple yet complex, but not complex in the way that our subjective consciousness manifests itself

 

i am not sure what exactly your trying to say about or to me in this quote but i was simply answering someone that seemed distressed an wanted to offer a few words of comfort as i do know afew folk that have indeed been to a simular place as socialdisaster. an as you know nothing about me or my life and life expirences i do feel it is odd to judge me based on one paragraph , book an cover spring to mind. i joined this site an forums to talk an make friends as that is why its here , so basically what is wrong with being sympathetic towards a fellow human he may not want to go see a counciller he may well be happy dealing with it on his own it was a simple suggestion made from expirence of friends , so does this mean i am western civilization an i forgot about th shaman on th outskirts of town ? hey what ever , why dont you tell me seeing as you know me so well , what about peace an harmony