SPH (small penis humilation)

I also get off on just being seen to be smaller than other guys particularily if a female sees the comparison. I dont need any comments ( but if a girl makes them it is maximum turn on. I have more than a few women make a face indicating surprise, disappointment, dismay or outright shock when they have seen how tiny my penis is.
More than a few seemed to try to mask a negative response but the knee jerk reaction spoke clearly. Some indicated verbally that size didnt matter but clearly at least visually it did. Most didnt know I actually get off on it including those who were far more openly (and verbally) unimpressed.

 

I have a small penis and I like for women to see it. I think this started when I was in high school and spent two weeks in the hospital after getting hit by a car. I had alot of road rash and needed my bandages changed twice a day. A candy striper (teenage female volunteer) always helped a nurse doing it. Due to my injuries it was easier to do it with me standing up, which meant standing there naked with a nurse and a girl my own age. A year later, I had a girlfriend who sometimes would tease me playfully about my small dick.


I’ve been in situations where women who were not my girlfriend saw it. They never said anything out loud, but almost all of them smirked or suppressed a chuckle when they saw it. My favorites were when I worked at a local gym and two women saw me on a regular basis, and when I used to frequent a local massage place (it was a chain and “legit”) and the receptionist would barge into the room to stock towels, etc. She usually left the door open when she did.

 

I had an experience like yours with a pair of young nurses seeing my tiny penis when I was given an enema (three times in three days) I didnt get an erection while it happened but had to go to a toilet and masturbate later on.

 

My flaccid size is so small that women cant really imagine I would get very big even if I am a grower not a shower. I was easily the smallest guy in the phys ed change rooms and showers in early high school and I didnt get any bigger so your average young teen is still bigger than me. I was outmanned by two cousins in the change room at a sports centre when I was about 17 or 18 they were brothers aged 9 and 10.

 

I purposefully lost at strip poker when playing with another guy and two girls just for the sph kick.

 

When I was 50 I had broken my back and while awaiting transport between hospitals I was strapped to a backboard and off to the side of emergency with a very young nurse who was left with the instructions to fit me with a catheter before I was transferred.

I, Not being able to move and in excruciating pain, she lifted and folded back the gowned I had placed over me. My small penis was barely an inch as her trembling hand held my little head and she attempted to force a garden hose size tube up it.

She pinched and poked, slipped and dropped it wiggled it squished it, all with her face so close I thought her nose may have touched it. She blushingly fiddled for 30 plus minutes while I went out of my mind in pain…

She finally called a male nurse over who took one look at my Shrivelled and beaten down dick and laughed saying that’s way too big for him and tossed out the kit and grabbed a fresh one - he had me fitted in 2 minutes. But the whole ordeal had drawn the attention of half the staff who came over for a look.

Almost as humiliating as the time I was a teen and a whole class of student nurses were brought over to see my golf ball size nut that had me in emergency.

 

How did the humiliation make you feel (other than humiliated)?

 

As a teen I was extremely self conscious of how much smaller I was than anyone I knew.
So to say I got any enjoyment in the moment that the curtain was pulled back and the group leaned in for a peek. Nope I could have crawled under a rock.

Afterwards, I thought about the fact a half dozen young women just took a good long look at my junk was a bit of a thrill. I’d say in later years it was more a thrill to just feel free to be naked who cares who looks than a SPF By definition.