An embarrassing masturbation

I had a female friend who was an exhibitionist. I simply suggested I would show her mine if she showed me hers. What she didn't know was that I have a very tiny penis and a SPH fetish to go with it. I confessed the fetish to her and she wonderfully conceded to watch me play with myself while she flashed not only her boobs but showed me her pussy as well. The only thing missing was her actually fingering herself.

 

I've been showing my penis to a few female friends, or women generally in my social sphere, over the past few months because word of how tiny my penis is soft compared to when it's hard has been spreading and they want to see it for themselves. (admittedly, I've encouraged the gossip a little bit.)

 

A friend was very self conscious about how small her breasts were and was considering getting implants.
She was very pretty looking girl - (picture a 20 something Michelle Phillips of the Mamas and Papas) I told her that a lot of men like small breasts or don't see small breast size as a detraction even if their preference is larger breasts. She believed that it was a turn off and guys in general found her less attractive. She also felt embarrassed around other girls because she was so flat chested.
I found this to be an opportunity to confess to her that I have a tiny penis and if anything that was way more of a potential detriment when it came to sexual attraction. I asked her if anyone - male or female had ever chastised her or openly rejected her in regards to her small tits. The answer was no. I gave her a bit of my personal experiences with mockery and rejection because my penis is so tiny.
She responded with the mantra that size doesn't matter and it is more of a guy ego thing rather than a major concern for most women. I responded that a lot of women had just not had relations with guys who had particularly small cocks.
Anyway this discussion carried on over a couple of bottles of wine and a few spliffs. She saw my cock - I saw her tits and we fucked. ( she was a bit surprised at how tiny my cock is )
The sex was a bit slap dash ( foreplay was rushed and when I fucked her I came in seconds - size may not have mattered so much but 3 strokes I'm out made sure that theory wasn't tested)
Ironically I think size may have mattered to her because she confessed She had actually never been with any guy who wasn't above average cock size.
As far as I know she never got a tit job and actually married a woman.

 

I think your friend is mostly right. I've been talking to a couple female friends about this as of late (and I've had the same convo with other female friends before) and when women are talking to a me one on one, and there's either not emotional attachment or they already have a crush on me and enjoy sex with me so there's no reason not to be honest, they tell me quite genuinely that size is not as big a deal as women act like it is.

Meaning, yes, of course there is a point where a penis is so small, it's awkward and weird and they get it so in their head it's a turn off. And obviously it's a problem when we cum super fast. But short of a serious micro penis situation, a smaller size and cumming in less than a minute is no where close to as bothersome as women make it out to be when they're letting the thrill and rush of agency/power overcome them by gossiping that a guy is small or cums too quickly.

But at the end of the day, the joy of having info they know embarrasses a guy is honestly 80% of why women ridicule a guy to his face or talk about him behind his back for a small penis or cumming quickly. If you're sexy and good at other ways of making a woman cum, putting a guy in his place over those types of things is almost always a case of the woman knowingly, and purposefully, exaggerating its importance.

I've been the subject of fast-cummer gossip among the females in almost every single social circle I've had beginning in college. And it's always been relayed to me by at least a couple of my female friends that it's mostly just the glee of being involved in that gossip. Something I've been told most times is women rarely expect to cum from intercourse alone. So, if I cum in a few pumps, they don't feel like they're missing out on an orgasm during sex since they assumed they'd just have to cum from me going down on them and/or fingering them anyway. As well as the fact that, if I cum inside of 60 seconds most times we have sex, it's fine because every few times, I'll last for a while and really pound them.

This is based on women I've fooled around with only once or a few times. I actually have the opposite issue now, in which I have a very hard time cumming and last way too long. So, every fifth or sixth time I have sex with a steady partner, and I cum super hard and quick, they enjoy it because they get so frustrated every time I don't cum.

 

When I was early 20 I had desperately wanted to sleep with a woman I knew well but we were so close and she was a virgin. I thought if we go there I risk losing the whole relationship we currently had… she’d discover I was hung like a sand flie - bla bla bla

So long story short, one evening it happens the stars align we are both pretty cuddly and flirty and we actually go there. (For about 2 minutes)

Seriously I was so excited it was finally happening and she was so tense she’s as tight as a clam as I try to enter her - by the time I get her to relax I slipped it in and pretty much came as I entered her… game over.

I was humiliated thinking ok disaster, she likely didn’t even feel me enter her I came before I even got going I am laying there soft and shrunken like a prune. We never spoke about it we seemed to remain besties but I could hardly look her in the eye wondering what she thought of me ya Mr Stud with tiny ass dick and premature ejaculation issues. Damn!

Years go by (decades) I am still thinking it was a complete disaster till one night we are having a heart to heart both in separate failing marriages we are both feeling down and she says to me she had always just wished she had the same experience as she had with me that night…. No-one had ever lived up to how she felt with me that night…. what?!

Don’t get me wrong I loved we went there but it was literally my worst performance of my life.!
To this day!

Well one thing led to another we fucked hard for three days straight eventually left our marriages and were together for 7 years screwed morning and night every day.
Things got Complicated and it ended but 7 fantastic years. Now we only talk on occasion for fear we will rekindle things.

The point being, we can be our own worst critic. She didn’t care I had a little dick or I came and she didn’t - we connected in so many other deeper levels that it just glossed over those finer details…

I’ve never had a complaint and been invited back by many of my past flings.

Apologies If I derailed the thread as not so much masturbation / more embarrassment