I'm submissive with very few limitations and love being a pleaser. Just tough in my area to find a Take Charge guy with a small cock who has his own place or is daring for outdoor locations.
I'm hearing a lot of submissives say that they can't find a guy who'd be dominant with them, and they'd prefer such a guy to have a big, thick dick and, as one submissive I know once said, "Take me and use me like the whore I am!" I don't have the right mindset to be a "take charge" guy or a submissive one.
Its nice being on the recieving end for a change of pace. My wife ate up the power associated with being dominant. I willingly submitted to her needs and desires. Mind blowing orgasms convinced me that I didn't have to be some macho idiot and being the one in charge. My wifes photography hobby, at the time, opened up a new avenue of pleasures. I never regreted anything that wound up being a sweaty cum covered extravaganza. If my wife was up for it, I was in.
I am otherwise much more alpha than beta but I love when a female sees me being outmanned and dominated by a a guy with a much bigger penis than my tiny thing.
Over the years I found myself being more and more submissive with men as it really excited me to do so, especially when with 4-5 men at the same time allowing them to have their way with my mouth and ass. It just felt so good to be used by multiple men as their fuck doll for a couple of hours.
I'm a submisive bottom and I play it enthusiastically. I always remind my FBs that they're in charge and my body is available to be used as they please. It turns us both on. I've even gotten one of them to employ bondage in our meets. We both cum so incredibly hard.