I was 61 when I sucked my first cock. It was so much better than I ever thought it could be. I swallowed too. My suggestion is, just go for it, you’ve waited long enough, don’t wait any longer.
Yes on the DL it’s not easy, but I started about that same age, first I didn’t want to swallow, but that didn’t last long, I love it and can’t get enough.. once or twice a week I suck cock, a couple of semi regular. I’m ravenous and most guys wives are not.
Be forewarned, once you do go through with sucking a guys cock you will find it’s very difficult to turn back. It will be even more enjoyable than you think so now. The sensations you imagined are even better. Having a cock of your own you know how much pleasure you are giving and if the guy reciprocates you will also be aware of how much he is enjoying sucking you.
I've mentioned this before in other threads in this forum and in the "Love and Sex" forum. Many, many years ago I could suck my own cock. I could get at least half my cock in my mouth and give myself a good and very enjoyable blowjob. Actually it might be considered more like fucking my own mouth because I would spread my legs, throw them over my head and once my cock was in my mouth I would use my hands to gently push and release on my ass cheeks so that my cock would slide in and out of my mouth. So I know the joys and pleasure of having a hard cock in my mouth. I know the joys and pleasure of sucking a cock. I know the amazing feeling of that hard cock jerking, twitching and pulsing between my lips. I especially know the the extreme pleasure of the taste of my cum and feeling that hot cum squirt onto my tongue and into my throat!!!!!!
Once I swallowed the first time. Anytime I give a blowjob now. Always swallow now. Wish I could explain why why I need to swallow a load when blowing a guy!!
I have been practicing getting a 8 inch dildo down my thought. Oh my it feels so awesome. I want a real cock down my throat and fill me with cum. I feel the same way after I suck my first I am going to want it regular. Face fuck me also, get a little rough, a little rough.