Ever let someone see your porn history?

I have. The second time I hooked up with my most recent GF, she asked what kind of porn I watch. I said mostly girls masturbating and step sister videos because they tend to have skinnier flat chested women I find attractive. A lot of videos of women peeing.

But that I'll watch pretty much anything. It all depends if I find the people in it sexy or some other thing about it turns me on. She asked for more details. So I said, "I dunno, here..." I opened up my favorites tab on Porn Hub and just handed her the laptop to scroll through.

It had basically everything I said. I even opened a few of my favorites. I showed her the one with the hands down prettiest woman I've ever seen in a porn masturbating and she said, "I'd watch you fuck her." So fucking hot!!!

 

Bene sharing my Porn History and sites with my Niece since she was 21, she's 40 now, and as much of a depraved perv as I am

 

No, I never have...not intentionally anyway. I've always been open with every girl I've been with about all of my kinks. They know what i'm into. Off the top of my head, there were very few that told me they were into watching porn. Kind of odd now that I think about it. Maybe it's just easier for men to say they watch porn.

 

My wife knows I watch porn and some of the stuff I watch since she’s watched it with me. I have two accounts one that’s for me and one for us. The one for me was started way before I met my wife and has thousands of videos of all kinds between me saved videos and history. Can’t go by the history necessarily since I didn’t enjoy all the videos I’ve watched.

Then I started a new account with more things I thought she would enjoy. Of course they are still videos I picked so I shouldn’t be disappointed lol but more geared towards her taste in case she’s willing to watch. This way I don’t need to scroll through all the videos to find something good, since I’ve already seen them. I tried to give her my computer to do work on knowing damn well she would come across the sites I’ve visited and the history but she never did take me up on it

My hopes really were for her to watch porn so I could see what she would watch if she were alone. Maybe someday.

 

I find a lot of the women who tell me they don't watch porn or downplay how much they watch it are just self-conscious about how much they do watch it. I'm not saying all women watch it. Not all men watch it. I didn't watch it much until just a few years ago. What I mean is whenever a woman tells me they don't really watch it, their tone and whole vibe screams "the lady doth protest too much."

 

I accidentally forgot to not only clear my seach history but didnt log off the sex forum I was on. I was using a borrowed computer. I was visiting my younger sister who had married a guy who had two daughters from a previous marriage.
I was given one of the girls rooms (college age by the way who were temporarily living at home until they graduated).
I found out from my sister that they had seen what I was looking at and posting about. My sis didnt go into any kind of detail beyond that but just suggested I properly log out if I use their computer.
I cannot be certain what they saw or if they perused the forum I was posting in but it was more than just the chagrin of them knowing I was interacting with porn stuff and sex banter it was the particulars of some of my sex history and interests etc.
They may have seen pics of my tiny penis and sph ( small penis humiliation) interplay both from posts and actual interplay with women giving me sph related kicks. As much as this is a huge sph turn on it is totally superceded by the massive embarrassment and humiliation of the overall disasterous situation. Nothing else was said or even suggested about the incident but to this day I feel a tad embarrassed by what may have been discovered about my secret sex life and pursuits. Also despite the thrill factor of my particular fetish I do not want everybody knowing about it. I also dont openly advertise the fact I have a tiny penis to everyone I know.

 

You have a mature attitude about this. We all make mistakes, like failing to log-out or shut-down, and it is good to feel some regret for our missteps. Even though they the two young women are adults and not blood relatives of yours, it's always best to keep our kinks out of the office and away from the family dinner table. If they hadn't been extended family by marriage, and involving your sister's family, this would have been a lot more exciting for you at the time, and to look back on later.

 

Obviously, anyone would be mortified by that. But sounds like your sister acknowledged it was an honest mistake and didn't hold using her step-kid's computer for such purposes against you. That said, unless I'm missing a substantive detail such as you maybe having left the browser open to a lascivious webpage, it also sounds like the kids were probably snooping into what you'd done on their computer with the thought of finding something like that.

Again, I could be wrong. I'm just thinking it's rather conspicuous that they checked their browser history so soon after you'd been there. I almost never go into my own history. Not saying that as an indictment against the kids or blaming them for the debacle. What I mean is that if they were checking whether you'd looked at sex shit on the internet, it's because they were already well aware sex shit is on the internet. And that adult men look at it. I'm sure all parties involved will survive. But definitely always log out of anything on someone else's computer. That's a good reminder under any circumstance.

On a whole other note, I sort of got into small penis humiliation a couple years ago. I say "sort of" because what I like about women saying my penis is small is that I'm not humiliated by it. So it actually gives me a paradoxical rush of power and confidence. But I absolutely get that is a rough sexual predilection to have outed. Simply because it usually involves photos of your penis and/or self-described infantilizations, which come off a lot more kinky on paper than, say, BDSM stuff, role-plays or watersports, due to the inherent concession of power.

 

I am sure they were being uncautiously curious as I was negligently uncautious (aforeto always log out of anything like that and clear recent history even on my own computer because never know when someone else may use it)
The step nieces were'nt exactly kids as they were in their late teens early 20's. Personally I never look at anyone's history but I understand the draw of curiousity.

 

In retro the memory is very arousing but it was absoultely awkward humiliation at the time. You are correct that if their was no direct relationship to them by proxy the faux pas would have been embarrassing but absolutely over ridden by the sheer sph kick from it. My sister divorced a few years ago so has no connect to those step neices anymore but I would love to unexpectantly cross paths with them even briefly knowing that they are so fully aware of my little fetish secret. ( total sph fantasy scenario that is very unlikely to happen and they may likely to be a tad embarrssed about it themselves so I doubt it would be a point of conversation if we did)

 

One additional thought that may bring you pleasure is the fact that the two young women certainly told others about your small penis and small penis fetish that they found all over one of their computers. You will never know whom they told or how hard everyone may have laughed, but it is certain that they told people. It makes for a good story after work over drinks. Maybe you have encountered some of the people they told, without you knowing it, and without those people knowing that you were the small-penised step uncle in the story.

 

I am fairly certain they would have enjoyed a bit of goss with some of their friends and absolutely fantasize about that probability. I have been in social situations where I knew some girl or other had probably told their girlfriends about how tiny my penis is. It has been generally very arousing being around any women whom I suspected were well aware I have a tiny cock.

 

About a 6 months after I "lost my virginity" -- quote marks because I slipped in unintentionally, immediately pulled it out and came into my hand and told the woman we had to stop because I was a virgin and didn't like that we were both on drugs -- I found out from a female friend she'd heard that I was a virgin and premature ejaculated. And this was not a close friend. Which meant EVERYBODY knew. Particularly the girlfriend's three best friends who were all crazy hot and shared an apartment in which they were naked in front of each other all the time. At the time I felt invaded and vulnerable and denied it to my friend. But looking back on it now as a 42-year-old, I could masturbate just to the thought of my female friends being told.[/QUOTE]

 

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I am fairly certain more than a few tales about my tiny penis and lack of sexual prowess in that regard have been shared between a fair number of females in my historical social spheres. The speculation and or actual knowledge of thus is always a source of arousal for me - even if the possibilities or actual experiences happened before I had the sph fetish. I have often re imagined previously totally embarrassing/humilating experiences before sph was a thing and apply my fetish to them. I would love to actually relive the 'horrors' but with the sph compensating.
I have had conversations with former gfs after the fact that were extremely arousing to me as I talked about our relationship and got them to open up about the size thing ( but only a few got the sph aspect even though they confessed that I was rather small)

 

My current partner (F) likes to watch Gay porn with me; she really seems to get off on it. For my part it feels quite liberating to celebrate that part of me freely, without inhibition.

 

Yeah, my cousins when they would visit me, they would get on my computer, they were males so and then I would see theirs...was a shared experience (lol)