gay sexual fantasies

to be gangbanged by every popular black male pornstar.

 

I might've written something like this before but deleted it. If so I think it's worth writing again.
I have an occasional fantasy of doing gay porn. The thought of me being naked on record getting fucked by guys, kissing them, being into them and them being into me, for other present and future men, and women, would be an interesting and sexy way to come out! I'd permanently be on the internet forever as a queer for everyone I know and future generations to see. It would be a monumental act of acceptance of my attraction to people of the same sex.
Plus the thought of so many men getting off on watching me get laid and spilling so much cum and possibly many women too would honestly be very gratifying to me too. I would love to hear from all those people. That would be part of the fantasy.
Also that could be effective advertising for dates. Watching men desire me on film and online could make men desire me in real life. It could be really helpful for my gay slut journey.
In my fantasy this wouldn't be a commercial effort but I'd want to put some effort into it. I'd want there to be some kind of plot and some kind of artistic meaning not just sex. I think it would make the whole thing more erotic and honestly meaningful. Plus it would attract the attention of people I'd like to attract the attention of. Then again there is something to be said about getting right to it to the soundtrack of a cheap synthesizer and ending with a money shot on my face.
In reality porn and your sexual history don't prove anything. Porn is usually just a job. I hear guys who start off in porn these days start off doing gay porn no matter their orientation and "work their way up" as if straight porn is a promotion lol. And even if you enjoyed being with someone of the same sex once in your life it doesn't mean you always will. In other words your sexuality is always subject to change.
On the other hand there are those who truly believe especially with guys unless you're 1000% heterosexual and you've never, ever, ever even thought of touching another guy even hypothetically you're GAY, GAY GAY! Those are the kind of people I actually don't care to make an impression on, except maybe to educate a little.
But this is just a fantasy! So the circumstances and consequences of making and distributing images of my homosexual pleasure are based only in my imagination. And boy what an imagination it is!
Any guys care to join me in that imagination?

 

I have a new one, I’d like to have sex 5 days in a row with a different guy. I think it would be so hot to do that. Will it happen doubt it but fun to fantasize about.