How do you deal with your pain?

I clean too when I'm upset. I got in trouble a few weeks ago because I had this huge project due at work and I kicked everyone out of the craft room and just started cleaning it franticly and didn't get my project done.

 

i cut my wrists but thats not because of pain i want to look cool.....

just playing but i get mad and throw stuff.

 

I am a thrower too when i get mad it all started when i was four. I remember i threw the cross near my bed across the room and broke it and i've been a first class thrower ever since heh

 

i cry, smoke pot, smoke cigarettes, dance for hours to really trancy or upbeat middle eastern music, talk it through with people i look up to and wallow in self-pity

 

I browse the Hipforums

 

I listen to middle eastren music if I'm driving and upset it does wonders for kind of stabelizing your mind.

 

yeah, i think it has something to do with the scale they use. it's in quarter-tones instead of half-steps, so there's a lot more subtlety to the music and it's a lot more intricate and soothing. plus when you get a hot drum solo it just makes you want to zhagreet your heart out *does xena-sounding call*

 

i like to sit low so people look down at me
soemtimes i eat sitting cross legged on the floor while family sits nearby high up on the table
id get rid of my bed and put the matress on the floor but i put stuff under the bed heeheehee
i like to be grounded... since im so fucking spacey

 

either get drunk or smoke but when i dont have that stuff i cry and bitch to let everyone know i feel like shit

 

i raid penuts medicin cabinet .

 

i shut down. emotionally, physically.

 

I've got Motrin 200 mg.

 

im afraid that just wont do peanuts ........i know you gots the 100mg kaptan ,,,time release morphines and some 80 mg oxys too !!

 

Poppa Gots A Acky Big Toe Bone !

 

Physical pain is easy as if you have a doctor who listens then you can deal with it. If need be you take what you need at that time to heal your physical body and it starts to respond and you can then heal.

Emotional is a little harder as you can also go with the drug rout but if you do not solve the reason for the pain on an emotional side then no drug in the world will do more than at the best mask it......so call your poison......either you med it or dig deep and take the chance on fixing what causes it.

Personally would rather face the mirror as while it is a bitch, it is, and to live life in the fantasy that you should always be happy and that is an expected .......rather than life happens you are going to deal with it and learn and move on.......I will take that life happens and I will learn and move on.

 

goddammit that bird is anoying ....could it give an epileptic a sezure ?

 

whenever im pissed or something i dont want to smoke or drink cause thats not what I like it for. Ill smoke squares, but not weed. I also have this tendency to punch things when im angry, not just throw them. I almost brkoe my hand when I punched the wall after getting in a fight with my dad. I forgot what it was about though.

 

I usually withdraw if im in pain. I've learned that drinking doesnt really help, it only numbs the pain for the moment. Sleeping helps me

 

nope but always live in hope it could cause one..

 

i get grouchy ....but i have no endurance it only lasts a minit