Not sure I could fully answer. Why? Maybe a different question. Do I love sucking cock so much that I'm obsessed with it? YES. I love sucking cock without limits and I love when I'm told I'm a great cocksucker.
While I have really enjoyed sucking for many of the same reasons listed on here, the first time I was asked to be in a submissive roll took me to such a higher level of pleasure. I can honestly say precum was literally dripping out of me as I did everything he wanted to his dick and all other places close by.
Being a sub is endlessly thrilling especially with a strong dom. I love not having a choice in what is being done to my mouth. Far more exciting when he's a dirty talker. Every now and then I get the pleasure of having my head held down and throat fucked hard. I know I've been well used when my neck is sore and can still smell jizz hours afterward.
Just another point on the spectrum. Different strokes. Lots of guys love getting head from anyone and lots of them would never think of returning the favor. Others get cock drunk in close proximity but would never do anything but suck one. It's all good to follow your own path. I'm bi, no question, but I also don't look at men as attractive or consider them for an emotional relationship. I will suck a man's nipples to please him and I'll stroke his ass while I suck him, but I'm not drawn to those things. I do it because I enjoy it when it's done to me and I know it feels good. I want every guy I have sex with to remember me as the best sex they ever had. Ego. And I do enjoy head from another guy and anal with a few guys. It's definitely higher up the gay scale but it comes with bigger harder deeper orgasms. I also used to fear kissing men but one man showed me what I was missing when I submitted myself for him to use. Just another tweak up the gay scale that makes my balls hurt to cum so hard. Maybe odd, but when I'm looking for a man it's because I want to give head. Cock and balls in my mouth until he cums. Anything else that happens is because of our comfort/passion level once we're alone, but never starts out as 'oh, gee, I want to get my ass pounded today'. It just happens sometimes through circumstance. Try everything, repeat what you enjoy.
Cock drunk is an accurate way of putting it. I've definitely gotten dizzy with pleasure just by giving head.
I liked it because of the taboo factor but more so I enjoyed the submissive and feminine feelings of sucking cock, it excites me
I cannot speak for all men that enjoy sucking another man's cock but for me it allows the feminine side of my personality to escape during that moment of time while sucking on his cock. I have always allowed my feminine side out while providing for him. How can you not do so while sucking on his cock? Maybe some guys can retain their masculine side while doing so but I have always let it out in order to provide him with a fantastic oral experience. Once I discovered the pleasures that anal sex provides me and him at the same time it made more sense to release all of my femininity towards him. Yes, I enjoy anal sex with some guys, but my satisfaction started with and will always be sucking on his cock. If he was blessed with a nice cock and wants me to suck him off I will certainly do so for him as doing so provides me just as much pleasure as it does him as he ejaculates his load of cum into my mouth to savor and swallow. While sucking another man's cock once I first tasted and swallowed my first load of cum became cemented in my mind that I am sucking on your cock first to provide you with the pleasure that you desire and secondly to extract your load of cum to eat while sucking on your cock. It's a win-win for both of us. Yes, during the time I am sucking on his cock I am his "bitch" and have never denied that, hell, I enjoy being his "bitch" while sucking on his cock.
I just love sucking cock. The feel of a hard cock sliding in and out of my mouth, the pulsating of it as he cums, the taste and the texture, it's all good. If I could I would suck cock several times every day. Short, long, skinny or fat. I love them all
"Why do I like this?" "What is wrong with me?" "Why does it control my thoughts?" "I like women, Why am I obsessed with this?" Were all questions I dealt with, ran from, or just ignored thinking these urges would eventually go away..A lot of times they did go away..All it ended up meaning is that they left only to regroup and attack twice as strong upon their inevitable return..There were days where intrusive thoughts about Big Dicks ruled the day..Over time you realize this is the unavoidable cycle until you give in..These urges are with you forever..They aren't leaving..Its then I knew the answer to the questions.. Its because I want COCK! I LOVE COCK, that's why I do this.. Because there's nothing like a Big Beautiful Dick!
I like being a little femine and submissive, like the others say when your pleasing a guy you want him to cum, I go full on slut mode and can’t get enough and when he’s hard I want to be fucked to please him. I love to swallow, once I sucked a guy his cum got on him a little he said you missed some I licked it up no question felt slutty but so hot and fun