Do you remember ...

I grew up in a house that was very open about sex and masturbating we were nudists, I was about 7 when I had my first orgasam without cumming I was about 10 or 11 when I first cum, it was clear at first then finally I cum properly and I couldn't wait to show my friends.

 

I made the first one for myself, I don't remember when, pre school years.

 

I literally remember my first orgasm. My folks are just giving me the birds and the bees talk when I was about 12. That was a little awkward for me, as I’m sure it was for them too. I could not comprehend the idea of what an orgasm was. How does anything other than piss come out of a penis? Well, a few days later, I was in the shower soaped up and started getting hard. So I stroke it since it felt good, and the next thing you know I had my first orgasm! it actually kind of scared me, but not bad enough that I didn’t do it again the next day, and the next day. That started a 50 year journey.

 

I remember I always had to lay down to wank. There was no way I could blow my load standing up as my knees would give out, figuratively speaking. My legs were to shaky after.

 

Yeah, the first time I did it standing up - and I don't remember why I did - I wound up on my ass because my knees just left the building...

 

I do not remember my first orgasm. I began masturbating virtually every night beginning at age 6 or 7, knowing nothing about sex or what my body was going through. I did not orgasm for years or know anything about them.

A friend who was one year older a year older told me about sex at age 7, but he also didn’t know about orgasms, and indeed he had a critical fact wrong about which hole the penis went in. He actually didn’t know it went in at all, but thought the boy just rubbed his cock on the girls butt and somehow it made her pregnant. Even though this was almost impossible to believe I had picked up fairly early in life that a male was always involved in making a baby.

He suggested that boys could practice sex without a girl, and I was keen to agree. This all happened on a visit of my family with his for a few days and he and I slept in the same bed. We spent the nights rubbing our cocks against each other's butt, clueless about the potential for an endpoint. We were too young to cum, anyway. We loved it and would also do it during the day, in a sort of barn where he had a room with a personal play space, fairly far from the house.

This new found knowledge fueled what had already been a nightly ritual of rubbing my cock against the bed sheets and pillows, seemingly for hours at a time. Every night. I don’t recall exactly when my chubby semi erections became full blown hard ons, that was a gradual development.

So, from age 6 up until what was then called junior high, at about age 12 or 13, I just rubbed and rubbed and rubbed at night in bed, without ejaculating or even knowing about it. As I approached junior high, my single mother purchased the Life Cycle Library and just put it on the bookshelf, assuming my curiosity would lead me to read it. I was a big reader and so she assumed I would educate myself. She was doing the best she could and this was her way of telling about the birds and the bees without having to suffer through a talk that would have been embarrassing for her.

At some point I read the books, and it talked about masturbation as a natural activity, so long as it didn’t take over your life. Around this same time a boy in my class was seen rubbing his cock in the gym change room, and suffered a lot of teasing. In this mix, at some point it occurred to me that what I had been doing under the sheets all those years was masturbation. Based on the teasing of the boy who,was caught, I knew that this was knowledge I would completely keep to myself.

I do not remember exactly how or when orgasms got in the mix. I had read about them, and the books explained spermatozoa and so on, and which hole the penis went in to make a baby, and the murky picture my friend had painted years ago began to come into focus.

But I do not remember the specific day or time when I put my coalescing knowledge to full use. I don’t remember the first time I orgasmed. I do know I skipped the dry orgasm phase because all of them involved ejaculation. All I can testify to is that around this time suddenly I was masturbating to orgasm continually. Without missing a single day. Usually multiple times a day. At every opportunity. Thinking about it constantly. Yes, I still did it in bed after lights out, but also in the shower, when I used the restroom, when I changed clothes, when I had any private time for any reason.

 

I started having orgasms as a young child but had no idea what they were. The first must have been around five years old and would occur when I got really stressed,frightened, or excited. I would have this sensation take over my entire body. It would start in the groin area and expand outward and I would have to cease all motion because my penis would be hard as a brickbat and throbbing in what can only be described as pleasurable pain. It would take about two minutes to recover from this. The last one I had as a child I was in the fourth grade and had left my sweater on the playground when the bell rang to go back to class. The teacher gave me permission to go back and get it but to hurry. As I ran the two hundred yards to retrieve it, I didn’t even make it a third of the way when I was seized by a full body orgasm complete with Mr. Penis twitching and throbbing in my pants. I was afraid I would faint. I recovered and got my sweater but some girl stragglers saw what happened but did not know what happened and they gave me some strange looks. The last full body orgasm I had was about fifteen years ago and was accomplished by fingering my prostate during a masturbation session. I was in just the right position and I felt it coming on and when it happened I ejaculated like crazy and the feeling was without a doubt the most intense physical pleasure I have ever experienced. I have not been able to do that again.

 

I remember the first time and even more vividly the first time someone else got me off. People chose to act like they don’t remember stuff like that. I say BS, it was well over 50 years ago. My wife tried to act like she really didn’t remember losing her virginity, she folded pretty quickly after giving her the business.

 

Self-induced, my first memory was 5.