A new start everyother month

Discussion in 'Old Hippies' started by heifers_calf, Mar 1, 2005.

  1. heifers_calf

    heifers_calf Member

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    Im a fairly young hippie thats has been around the block.Ive had some pritty rough experiances in my life that if Ive learned nothing else; role with the punches.You never know what the next day may bring sunshine or downpours. Even during your darkest day there is always someone or somthing that can shine some light on the situation. Ive been in 42 of the 52 states and where ever i was there was love in peoples hearts but whene they show you the hatred cause you look dif or act dif whatever dif there will be hate ;Just shine on our briliance will shed some light .kindness spreads tell some strainger good morning when you pass open a door and hold it for them even if you have to wait a seclet someone ahead of you if yor crouded in line watch them smile make ther day. Show your love
     
  2. heifers_calf

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    Whaat a long straainge trip its beeeein I became a roof stormer (hail storm hits i repair damage)and thats put me in a lot of dif places ive met some awsome people along the way.Ive come close to loosing my life a cople of time(yu never know who your friends are )and ive sat in jail a couple time that comes with the whole hippie look i think have pigs never changed. Im now in ND and its cold up here. settling down some 35 figure i might wanna start thinkin about the future befor the passt catches hold and 'drugs' me down.cant afford to party my whole life away like the first 35 years or so Gotta make a future for myself,and those i love The CREATERS blessing show yor love all
     
  3. shameless_heifer

    shameless_heifer Super Moderator

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    Jom my son. I know you lived a life like no other.( or few). Being born into hippiedom, being raised by hippies in a commune and the traveling you have done, must have surely led you on some experiences that have moulded you into what you are today. I was there for a lot of them.
    You have grown into a man now. You have a family and have settled into a groove. You have left the uncertin life as a vagabon and now you come to the table with love and and honour. I am proud to be your Mother, son. I have tought of you and the mistakes I made learning to be who I am. I have felt the sting of my own tongue as my shortcomings come back to greet me.
    I have not always been the best Mom, but I was the best mom I could be. You did not always have it easy, sacrificing for your little sister, but I told you one day you would understand, why she always came first. Why she always got the best. It wasn't because I loved you less, it was because I knew we wouldn't have her long. It was because I wanted her her to know all the things she would not live to enjoy later.
    I have come to peace with Amy's death, I now find I must come to terms with what I didn't do for you. The times when I had to spend time away from you to be with Amy in the hospital. The times when I was too tired from the suffering that she went through to be at your pee wee base ball games or later at your art show at school.
    The yrs of drinking I did and made you take care of me. The times I shouted at you when I was mad at myself. The Christmas you didn't get a bike and your cousins did. All the promises I made to you and didn't keep. All the things that comes to me in my dreams that I didn't make happen for you. The prayers I pray for you to forgive me. The prayers that Creator will watch out for you.
    Your life is good, you are a good man as you were a good boy. I love you my son. Brightest Blessings to you and Cindy.
     
  4. heifers_calf

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    Its a tough world out there and there are some dangerouse people that do bad things to others and ive had my fair share of running into them.But i would have never made it through any of it if it wasnt for the love my mother has given me. Sure weve been through hell but now i know were it is and avoid it. Sure i experemented with alcohole speed meth acid, but know i know what they are and what they do to you and i can avoid them.I have seen hate and anger but now i talk with a soothing manner i show kindness and get5 it back in kind.the experiences i had as a child of a hippie where amazing frightening gloriouse to behold and sometimes degrading.But whene you are loved you show love love abound the you glorify in that love and share it with all those around you every one neeeds love spread it around show the world hate dose not rule here love does. My mother is one of the most wonderfull persons on this planit she didnt always know her worth but here in these rooms we can share our fealings towards shameless heifer and tell her how GREAT she is. And not just because shes my ma but she has love for everey one. And she shows it. HURA!!!!
     
  5. sugarmaggie

    sugarmaggie ~Green Eyed Devil~

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    Shameless Heiffer is one great lady, there's no doubt about that. You are so lucky to have her as a mom. Countless times she's given me advice, and has helped me see the light at the end of the tunnel. She has to be one of the most positive people I know. So full of light and love. I could sit and listen to her stories of the Haight all day. I'm glad you made it to the forums. Much love to you...:)
     
  6. heifers_calf

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    Help the jester with commerodity .Laughter medicine for the since of humer.Tickle the funny bone from inside. Enjoy the jokester as well as the joke. Giggle,snicker,smile out loud. It spreads like wildfire when shared with another. Histerical laughter could leave you breathless yeet fill you with joy.Contribute to the hilarity of the world with all who frown and be uplifted with blissfull happyness SMILE
     
  7. shameless_heifer

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    I am humbled by the feelings that come to surface here. I hold your love. son, like a precious gift from the GODDESS. To be charished like the first sunrise of Spring. I gave you life. I gave you my Mother's Love. I had to be mother and father to you. I tried to teach you love and respect for your fellow man. I did my best to raise you into a good man, I can't take credit for all, you became who you are from your experiences and what you drew from them. It was your growing that made you the man you are today, strong and handsome, brave and trustworthy. I could ask no more. Your are Beautiful Jom, inside and out. I love love love you.
    Mama
    Lee Ann, your one of my Dearest Friends and I adore you Gal.
     
  8. heifers_calf

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    As i wake upon a new day ,I wonder about my path ahead, hoping not to be led a stray.And if it does what penalties i will pay?Leed me back to the rightious road I pray.My quest,I must continue with no further delay.The ending result I cnt even begin to say.My goal lies ahead i cannot stay. so with no further addo I must be on my way.
     
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    I am the mountain that stand against your insults even so your words are as tides taking my soil out to fall to the bottom of oceans of cruelty.I may still tower above the waters that drown but grannit is not my intirety I am built only of smaller stones that make up the whole of me ,that even yur injerouse wispers turn to sandstorms that break me down particles at a time.Still the plants of love that has taken root replinish that which you so relentlessly try to tear down a never ending process that long ago has sent me towwering above your distructive ways I am a mountian,but to an mite so is a grain of sand.
     
  10. shameless_heifer

    shameless_heifer Super Moderator

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    Life is but a game, a chance to learn how to play is in growing towards what you hold dear.
    Life is a blank slate waiting for the artist to paint the picture of his life upon.
    Life is love for one another to share and pass to the next.
    Life is a flower that blooms in the shinning sun
    Life is the gentel wisper of the breeze the gives us breath.
    Life is growing of the bud that blooms from the earth in to a blossom
    Life is to live to the fullest and to love your best
    Blessed be
     
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