Yeah, probably lots of people here empathize with you. I certainly do. Anyways, your years of having a pear group not of your choosing are almost up. You get out of school and the whole world opens up. Patience is rewarded. Stay true to yourself.
i've always been the "freak" since like sixth grade and it first made me feel like qan outcast. but eventually i thought it was cool that everyone knew who i was. i went through my phases of punk, goth n stuff. but now i just go with the flow and in my high school im considered normal. dont worry, u'll find ur group..... or, come join mine!
when i said "go with the flow" i didnt mean i conformed but that i just do what i feel like. im not a square...