I totally agree!! You are such a super person and you would do a wonderful job raising a child!! As long as you are willing not to touch those things for the next 18 years.
Think long and hard dear. I just worry for the child and your mental state. If the going starts getting tough you can't give it back and you know that so I wont patronize though. I just really hope you can keep a handle on alcohol because I had an alcoholic parental unit and it creates lots and lots of problems. Also is your sexual lifestyle going to be interfered with? Because you have to remember at all times that its not a burden but a blessing you took for yourself. Best wishes to you. Life for your crop