Mine was scary, if that's the right word. I was very nervous but very excited at the same time. The sex itself was fine and the guy was great. I do remember after if people would look at me and know what I did, or if I would be changed to them. Obviously not. Was it the best sex I ever had, no because it was all new. But I wouldn't change a thing.
Back in 1970 I answered an underground newspaper ad with a box number from a black guy looking for a meet (no internet then!) and obviously I must have got picked as he invited me to visit him at his flat the following weekend. A West African guy with a common interest in classical music......and a nice big cut cock. In bed after I had satisfied my first fantasy of sucking a cock, and a black one to start me off, he laid me on my side and slowly penetrated me and fucked me. It was a bit sire but he was gentle and I remember that by the time he came I had started to push back on him. No need for any protection in those days. The next day we fucked again on the floor. I left then and never had any contact again. Other than playing masturbation with another boy at puberty this was my first m2m experience. I was 19 and he was in his early 20s. The next ten years I went with women but on my first visit to India in 1979 I found that lots if young Indian guys were into hooking up and had some more practice but as a top....and the next 25 years stayed as a bisexual top until I realised how good it was to be a bottom and get fucked. It's been a good sex life, with around 65 women and hundreds of guys....and not finished yet! Simon
It was with a much older neighbor. I was a teenager her was in his 60s. Would go in his house and he was nude he asked me to take offy clothes. I did him seeing my cock made his cock get erect, which made my cock hard. He was 5":I was slightly bigger. His stood out from is body mine stood straight up. He walked over to me and started jerking my cock. Felt good. Didn't know what he was doing. So I asked him. I'm jerking you off. You never been jerked off or jerked your self off?? I said no didn't know about it. Do he asked me to do the same to him. I did. Here we are both jerking each other's cock. My first time being jerked off I came quick. Less then 5:minutes. All over his hand me cumming set his cock off and he came. We spent many of time exploring each other jerking sucking and fucking each other
My first time was getting seduced by a guy who was 10 years older than me. At first I was so nervous-- I had never even considered having sex with a man. But his seduction was so good, reassuring me I could stop at any time. It felt so good to be above him with my cock in his mouth. My hips just naturally started to move until I was outright face-fucking him on his couch. It was the most explosive orgasm of my life. Seven VERY strong squirts that eventually caused him to choke and cough. And then, much to my surprise, he apologized to me for not being able to handle all my semen! Within the next week, I started having sex with women, also, but he was my first sexual encounter with another person. I was 22 years old and full of sexual tension.
Oh yes, I've had a dozen male lovers since then, over a long period of time. That may seem like a lot to some people, but not to me. I'm selective about my practices and who I have sex with for health reasons.
Mine was when I was 14 or so and it was with a neighbor who was two years older than I. He showed me what he wanted me to do to him, from that point on I was there to service him, I loved the attention, loved the feelings I had and didnt mind doing as told by him. We played for a few years then he moved onto girls and I ended up with another male friend of mine who was a year younger than myself. Wilded thing he did was share me with one of his class mates.
Ah…. memories of decades ago. I was either a junior or senior in high school, and my next-door neighbor buddy was the same age. I never once thought about sex with a dude. I was too busy jerking off to girly mags. One warm night we were out in my backyard, just goofing off like we did. I was egging him on about something, and when he had had enough, he told me to “shut up, or suck my dick“! I was like WHAT? it was almost like an out of body experience, when I said OK. After a brief pause, he walked out behind our shed, and when I followed, I found him with his shorts around his ankles and holding an impressive hard on. The first one I had ever seen! Next thing you know, I am on my Knees with him in my mouth. I did not really know what I was doing, but it apparently was enough to do the trick and he shot in my mouth…… Yeah, I swallowed. Wasn’t thrilled with the taste, but at that point what was I supposed to do? Unfortunately, he pulled up his shorts and went home. Damn it! Now that the ice was broken, we became SBs, Probably every week or two. The best times were when we would “camp out “in my backyard. He would bring over one of his dad‘s girlie mags While we used our flashlights. Always got us worked up and we would suck each other off….. Sometimes again in the morning before the sun came up. This went on into our freshman year of college, and then girls became available. That was the end of that! As far as I know, no one else knew about our trists….. Except my current wife, all these years later. One night when we were first together, and she confessed her fantasy of having sex with another woman, She asked me if I had ever been with another guy. GULP! I reluctantly confessed my old SB….. and at first she was shocked/surprised. Anyway, the idea seem to grow on her, and we would infrequently watch gay porn. It seemed to turn her on thinking about me being with another dude. That led to some ass play on both of our parts, and I bought a realistic sized strap on. I loved watching her walk into our bedroom, wearing it. I knew what was coming. She would make me suck it, commenting that she bet a real cock would be better. Same when she was pegging me. During this timeframe. We were having MFMs with a close friend, and SHE suggested finding a bi guy for a MMF! we looked, but never found the right male unicorn. Too many old guys that neither one of us wanted. Now in a sexless marriage….. my how have things have changed.
My homosexual experiences happened in stages. As a kid I started out experimenting with my best friend, and we ended up doing a lot of oral and some anal from 8-13 years of age. But I didn't even think that that was homosexual. I never had another homosexual thought or desire (with one tiny exception) until I was 30, on a 5 month road trip working through my depression and extreme grief of my first girlfriend breaking up with me, when powerful gay thoughts and desires spontaneously erupted in my conscious mind. I headed to San Francisco and went to a gay strip tease show, and had another man's gorgeous, perfect cock an inch in front of my face for 30 seconds. I had never been more excited in my life. Back home, after doing a ton of gay porn, I went to a video arcade, that had booths with glory holes. I dropped my tokens into the machine, and played straight porn, too embarrassed to play gay porn. But I was there to have my first experience with an actual man. I had never before been so excited and scared at the same time. Eventually another man's cock came through that glory hole. I couldn't believe it. It actually felt extremely surreal. There it was, another man's cock being offered to me. I reached out and touched it, and felt a rush of something run through my body. It was like nothing I'd ever experienced before. I touched this amazing, beautiful cock, that I lusted for so much watching the gay porn, now in my hands, feeling both it's hardness and softness at the same time. This guy was already erect when he came through the hole. Overcome with gay lust, and my mind so familiar with the gay porn I'd been watching for so long, I lowered my lips to his penis, and began kissing it up and down. Eventually I replaced my lips with a tip of my tongue, dabbing it and running it up and down his shaft and around his cockhead. And then I opened my mouth wide, and lowered myself down over his cock, taking it into my mouth, trying to be careful with my teeth. I could feel his cockhead sliding along the length of my tongue, going deeper into my oral cavity, my mouth eventually enveloping his cock. And I began to suck. This was beyond wonderful. His velvety skin, and the hardness underneath, his cock engorged with his blood, my mouth making love to his penis, felt incredible and out of this world. I mean, I really loved it! I went back-and-forth between kissing and licking his shaft and cockhead, and sucking. It was of course long before I mastered deepthroating, but my mouth still took on a mind of its own as I sucked this guy's cock. I couldn't believe it. Another man's cock was in my mouth. Me, me, *I* had another man's cock in my mouth, I was sucking another man's cock. I felt so gay. Sort of. It just was so surreal. Afraid of HIV and all that, in my naivety I took my mouth off of his cock when I got the instinctual feelings that he was about to cum. So I just stroked his cock through his orgasm, standing out of the way of his shooting streams of cum, which splashed onto the floor of the booth. I was so utterly mesmerized with the cum shooting out of his cock, cum that I caused to explode out of his body. It was me, another man, who made this man cum like this. Like I said, it was so surreal. And I had no fear left, just excitement, pleasure, and satisfaction. I finally did it. I was sexual with another man, something that of late I had been dreaming about so much. As he pulled his cock out of the hole, I heard him say thanks so much, that was amazing. And then he was gone. I sat there for a long time, catching my breath, and processing what had just happened. I can't even remember whether another cock appeared through the hole or not. But I remember adding more tokens, and turning the channel to a gay video, and soon my own cock was spraying cum all over the booth floor. My God, was that ever a satisfying orgasm, a gay orgasm. Not just from gay porn, but having actually had sex with a real man. I went on from there for the next 21 years, having oral sex with hundreds of guys in different gay sex venues like more in this arcade and others, straight porn theaters, back rooms in gay bars, and especially gay bathhouses and gay sex clubs. And then, finally, something that I had always been dreaming about, fantasizing about, I lost my gay virginity, as a top with a young man in a bathhouse thousands of miles away from my home, in Berlin. I tonguefucked his hole for more than an hour with hunger like I have never experienced before, and then finally penetrating another man's asshole with my cock and fucking him. It was the greatest sexual experience of my life, leaving me feeling a connection with this other person like I had never felt before with a man or woman, and a feeling that felt like home, like I had just come home. It solidified my extreme love and pride for the gay side of myself. 12 years after that, and even a second girlfriend in the middle of that, now at 63, I identify as a gay man, only have sex with other men, have had romantic crushes on a couple different guys so far, and am open to falling in love with another man. I can't tell you how much I love my homosexuality.
