Ah dammit....

Man, I miss smoking weed. I'm getting sick of vodka and wine and beer. I want some goddam weed. Drinking is alright, but I prefer mind expansion to mind suppression. Now, I'm not one to drink rather than smoke, but I found some of my sister's old liquor in the garage, and figured with her near-alcoholism, it'd be better that I drink it than her (haha, lucky me). So yeah, I'm a little drunk now (wow, my typing is awesome. Yeah, I'm THAT good of a typist...lol). But still, it's just not the same as good ol' herb.

Anyways, I'm not sure if I should go for the whole month, or shoot for three nweeks (next tuesday). Decisions decisions...

yes, I'm aware that I was saying how it shouldn't be that hard and everyone should just stick with their break...I k now I might seem like a hypocrite. If that's how it is, that's how it is, though I don't know if I think it's true. Relaly it isn't that hard to abstain from the holy herb, even without other drugs to fill in (only been drinking the last few days), but I do miss it. A lot.

 

i know what you mean man, ive been getting drunk alot lately cuz i miss the good ol herb

 

I have a little saying and it goes like this

when in doubt,
have a cone

 

but what can i put in my cone bill?

 

Weed, man, weed.

Haha, glad I have some. It's locked up, but I know the combination. If I take it out to look, I'm sure I'll break my fast and toke it up. Thus the lock-age.

But I'm mighty tempted........

 

you guys are so lucky

 

I say go for it. What's stopping you?

 

because if he gives in hell feel good to be high but dissapointed that he gave into his drug erge

 

yeah, sorta man, yeah. See, like, last time I took a break, I had the excuse that I was job hunting. (what, I applied at one place? haha, wow). This time, it was cuz I got some massive paranoia last time I smoked, kinda due to a bit of depression and worrying about the whole Peak Oil issue which I'd just found out about. But I'm kinda over that stuff, just taking a break...because I said I would. Kinda pointless, really. I have no reason to abstain but because I said I was. My mind is mostly made up, I'll probably just end up smoking down on tuesday, 3 weeks is pretty good, right? haha good enough for me

 

yeah thats what i would say to do, 3 weeks is long enough especially when the break has become pointless.

 

haha jsut amke sure to smoke more than a gram

 

A meaningless break is a break not worth taking. When one does something, that action should have meaning behind it. Follow your soul and listen to what it tells you. If you feel the need to toke up now then do, if you don’t then don’t. You still have your life ahead of you as you are young, one can always stop smoking for some time and start up again, then repeat over again considering these two conditions, being in a position to be able to smoke, and having bud.



Sorry if that was long, just do what you think is best man.

 

well well...lol...even though u hassled me when i wanted to quit mybreak........and me and paul both made it ...and now on our smoking day.... were both sick and dont feel like smoking..lol i think if u feel like smoking u should...i think drinking that often is bad for u and i dont wanna see u get in that habit...i hassle jointman about it a bit too. 3 weeks is a good break. its not like u smoke a tone anyway

 

Right. And the drinking, well, that's gotta stop, I'm feeling rather bad this morning...

I really do hate being a hypocrite, though.

 

Haha...I feel you guys on the month.

But try having to go on a break for 7 months. I've got one month down and I still have the strong urges to smoke every once in a while. Oh well, wish me luck.

 

hun if u feel like smoking then do it... its better then melting ur liver away

 

ive done a 6 month bit before(first time i got caught by my parents) and its like prison man, especially if your sitting back and watching your friends get high.

 

I'm convinced that the banning of weed is correlated with alcoholism. When I was on probation for a year I drank 4-5 drinks a night. My advice to you is to smoke weed as soon as possible.

g'luck

 

shit man i got caught last august and i still get drug tested every 3 days till im 18 and i drink easily 15-25 drinks per night...4-5 is like not even a buzz for me

 

oh by the way i started at like 4-5 drinks per night when i got caught but since i get tested so often it has slowly grown to 15-25 drinks per night...so yeah i say there is definatly a coorelation between getting caught and drinking